a lesson in life....

MEANING:
The past tense of the word "pwn," which means "to kick the ass of (an opponent)."

History:
Owned mispelled

USAGE:
Pwned is often said to an individual's lesser opponent after the greater person or team has defeated his enemy.

Can also be used when verbal superiority is shown in an arguement, for instance, on a video or computer game message board/forum.

"My archers pwned your wyvern, noob."

"Clan AIC just pwned you mother fuckers."

from urban dictionary

Okay, so that answers one question except for gary's sudden urge for materialistic items obtained through what appears to be the need of a shoping spree of some sort.... and reading your wish list, I can't help but wonder where all that money is going to come from.... (looks over shoulder to see if wallet is still there, finds sister looking through it, gives dirty look, get one returned, continues to type and eat laugh at stupid story made up in five seconds of a series of events that never took place).

Okay, so Gunz the Duel is the online game and matchu, if your reading this, I understood you as the older, maturer spirtual guider who tried to teach us the good things in life and tell us what to do and not to do, but the fact that your comment suggests interest in addictive online gaming that's not good for the eyes/ souls/ and homework (unless you on an lcd screen defeating people who are horrible in real life and have already finished you homework) then I think that something is seriously wrong here.... and gary is to blame, GARY AND SOLELY GARY.....

Yeah, um gary... you can tell when some one is about to stab you with a dagger by the momentary pause and it is very easy to just step to one side, let them pass you, then turn arround and shoot them to death as the try to recover from their miss (or if you have a sword, dash or press shift to block).

So I went to the YMCA, killed my self, came home and realised how hard it is to wash you hair with shampoo when your arms feel like jello, it was the strangest thing, it was kind of fun, because if felt like i was drunk but i was infact sober so i felt every piece of pain possible. Also found out how much pain you can unintentionally by pass, stretching to touch my toes on the ground and my hand had gone past them and since i was to busy looking at the very well toned lady beside me, i held it for a long time. That is until i came to my senses and realised how much pain I was actually was in. So the morale of this story? Athletic women have some of the most beautiful bodies....

So on another note, I'm actually being stupidly open in this blog now. With my farting thing and the paragraph above and how yesterday two girls made me go to kennedy station and back to warden just so that I can entertain them with their funny stupidity.... It was the most pointless thirty minutes of my life that was that long because the train stopped for ten minutes. I don't know whether i had fun or saddness that I don't find too many things funny in this world.... these same people cornered me today and almost beat me up for almost saying no to wasting/spending my time with them again....

a: "sorry we're taken"
b: "oh yeah? you wanna take this outside?"
a: "we are outside"
b: "so your saying thats taken too?"

Just another friday...

So there goes another friday... missing school again to go to another volleyball tournament at woburn... *and for me missing school isnt good because i have so much homework already
so after another long day we won the tournament beating the home team woburn in the finals... my right shoulder has almost fully healed so i got to play a bit... a very little bit... and then when i was playing, i thought i might have slightly injured my other shoulder as i steped backwards for a hit and my shoulder grazed the side pole holding up the net... hurt a bit when it happened, but it doesnt hurt now so i hope it'll be fine... strange how i saw alot of people at the tournament that i knew... two people from my elementry school, someone from woburn who went to music camp, and bonnie k. (i only mentioned the names that people here would actually know), strange how i saw all these people here yet i saw no one at any of the other tournaments...
so our record is like 20-1, losing only once to durham in the semifinals of one of the tournament (we beat woburn twice already). so here i sit, tired with homework... thinking of whether or not i'll go to the university fair tommorow that will probably be so packed that its a waste of time going because a) you cant move from one stand to another without taking like half an hour waiting for the crowd to move b) you cant see anything because of all the people c) it'll smell and be sweaty with people so congested...

I'm pwning this blog

hmm... firstly, wht does pwn stand for, what does it mean, who made it up? how did it start? Using words i can't understand... I wouldn't have to use words i didn't understand if there were posts in between mines.

Kay, maybe i just haf a lot of time... or maybe i'm just that good of a procrastinator... newayz yah. not much happend this week, our volleyball team just died on our first game coz woburn had like 2 tournaments (assuming mac did too...) and i think they beat mac? so they crushed us... haha! but again, our team practises with our juniors so we're bringing them up to our level while they're bring us down to theirs haha. And our team also practises on junior height net so yah... yes jon, i'm telling u our weaknesses... tall net and junior skills... don't really know how that'll help ur team coz u'll crush us anywayz ( or will u... hehehh... yes u will) I'd tell u the scores if our team only didn't promise never to tell ppl outside what our horrible score was. But, being as semi-hyper as i was, i lost happily.

So... still waiting for jon, nim, (peter?) and i to meet sometime in the future... dot dot dot. I need to 1)buy a jacket coz i haf no wind breakers and it was very windy today 2) need to buy a suit (but that can come later) 3) need to buy non-black dress shirts 4) need to go on a cd buying spree... which is prolly only 2 cd's... lol! or one... 5) my bracelette buying spreees! (wwjd, frog, push...) but i can do that myself since i dunt think anyone here would b interested

I've been planning to cut my hair since monday!! still hafn't coz tuesday had practice, wednesday had game, today had junior practice (training juniors) and tomorrow i haf senior practice and KYRIOS! sorry... -clears throat- I got a 91% on my math test... which is pretty good since i had a 74% final mark for gr.10 math... haha. But that test was review... so... -sighz- Then of course i still haf addiction to that game... not as much but still do. My addiction is wearing off due to those CHEAP but strategy-based attacks where they knock u down and before u can get up they shoot u to death. CHEAP! I HATE THAT MOVE! I personally never tried that move coz i'm not a hypocrit, but daniel does it... (only seen him do it like... once?) I get so annoyed when ppl do that to me! and i laugh at them if they can't finish me with that move.

haha... yeesh... It was pretty chilly today. I have a cold now... but that was from yesterday... not today.. so yah haha. I got worse today coz of the temperature but oh well... wht can one do about the weather?

so yes... now i got 4 new cards, hehe! so kool... -sighz- obsessed with my cards now... wonder if i can actually see my hair growing... -checks- well from september 1st to september... something...13? I kinda notice my hair growing! haha! yup yup... ok... this topic is bad, i'll end it here.

"Sorry, we're TAKEN"

hmwk avoidance

ok ok ok! Today has been an interesting day! I had soooo many weird dreamz! but i won't tell 'em to u coz my "best friends" keep killing me! whether it's an online game, or with an invisable lightsabre! haha... which i find amusing...

so my day started with me waking up from my dream. I don't feel like telling it coz i already told it to someone and it was semi-long and exhausting to type. Anywayz! 6 30, i wake up for volleyball practice. I went to sleep at 11, but really fell asleep at like 12... so yah. so i wake up, eat breakfast, brush my teeth and wash my face... lalala.... and then i go to volleyball practice at 7 15. 3/4 of the way to school, i remembered i forgot my id tag. So i said whtever, i'll go get it after practice. Practice was fun... tiring... i dunno wht to think coz it was early and everything's all blury. The coach gets there like 15 minutes late... so bleh. Anywayz! wht's important is wht happend AFTER practice! it's 8 45 i say "yay... 15 minutes to get bak home and to school again... i only live 5ish minutes away from the speed i walk. So i begin going outside... i find out it's raining harder than it was when i came... so i'm like "aw man... come on wet socks" so yah, i get home, it's about 8 45 SCHOOL time... 8 50 my time (i move my watch time 5 minutes ahead so when i leave home by my watch, i get to school at the same time by their clock) and i'm like "aw man... 5 minutes left 'til i gotta get to school (i usually wanna keep a 5 minute window open in case of a worst case senario or to compansate for rain). So I first take like a huge drink coz i'm dehydrated from practice. Then i go searching ALL OVER MY HOUSE for my id tag! i couldn't find it! i was like, panicking! i almost had a tear come down my eyes =(

So! 8 55 (my time) and still couldn't find id tag. So as i rushed out the door, and walked to school, i had to think of like 10 different senarios of wht my excuses would be. haha! or ways to hide the fact that i didn't. I did that once, last week. After lunch i forgot my id tag and i had to hug my bag so the teacher doesn't notice the absence of an id tag on my neck. It worked! but i was soooo scared! i was like sweating... from the nervousness... aw man! but good thing today in physics the teacher didn't check. or i'd b dooomed... At my house searching, i kinda knew that my sister had my id tag 3 minutes into the search... well... i was HOPING. and after physics, she DID have it coz she gave it to my AFTER my first period class??? I WAS LIKE WAAAT? nearly gave me a heart attack all morning! Because of the nervousness of my no id card... i didn't do well on my quiz... i dunt think... coz i was like exhausted from practice and the searching... man! ROUGH start to my day. Thankfully i remembered it was a shortened day and we got out at 1 30.

Neh... rest of the day wasn't all that interesting. Lunch i played the online game again, haha! soo addicted... Oh yah, and i couldn't understand ANYTHING that the teacher taught us in math. the whoooole hour i was like... lost... sooo bad. I shoulda asked the teacher... but then... i haf my ego... keep thinking i can figure it out myself... but in fact i'm just too lazy. Yuup... bad math... and that's about it. I come home at 1 30 wif daniel, we play the game for about half an hour, his dad picks him up, i continue to play for HOURS! now 'tis seven twenty-five and i hafn't started hmwk yet. When i close my eyes, i see ppl shooting at me. A guy named drakonen... whoever that is.

Oh rite... youth sunday. NOO! omgoodness, me... public speaking? hahaha! infront of hundred of ppl? ME? i'm gonna dieeeee!!!

can't think of a good way to sign off... so cya!

"sorry, we're taken"

lalala...

yes... it's obvious i couldn't think of a title. So yah... i didn't wanna edit my last one so i'll just post it here.

www.xanga.com/G4ry1p

yes... that's where... i wouldn't say where my positive thoughts are.. just where my negative thoughts aren't. lol. Now i haf a blog for negative thoughts, one main one, and one for non-negative thoughts! haha! i can't keep up with everything.

So yes, i had church today. That's about all. EXTREMELY nervous about youth sunday eventhough it's like weeks away. I'm just posting, if u don't know wht i'm talking about just ask me. This blog isn't for your understanding, it's so i can keep track of wht i've been up to. haha. did that sound mean? no? ok. So yah... i'm very frightened about youth sunday, massive stress from the lack of planning for praise and prayer, and also lack of planning for next friday's worship.

Yes, i have been playing the online game. Very addicting. And like Nimalan knows, sometimes i just go on to see if the servers are open. haha. And when it's not, i get frustrated. That game is addicting though. I'll b playing it everyday... if the servers are free.

I'm suppose to wake up at 6 30ish tomorrow. darn volleyball. Yet i'm here posting. why do u ask? i dunno. I dunt even know if i finished all my homework. ahh! Calvin calls me like 3 hours from when i'm suppose to sleep/during my hmwk time and tells me practice is tomorrow at 7 15. What is THAT??? Today's my homework day!!! 6-12 is my hmwk hours... lol! with dinner somewhere in there. So yes, tomorrow i'll b extremely tired, cranky, and going to school with a possibility of unfinished hmwk.

"sorry, we're taken"

my mom's making fun of me....

yeah, so thats normal... because she has so many siblings and she needs something to tell them so... thats my life story....

Now for more detail.... I've been pretty sick, with the farting and the diahrea and the pain in my chest that mysteriously comes and goes. I had to take antibiotics and some pill that kill parasites since I went to india and I could have probably gotten some parasite which would only bring up more questions then answers.

So i took this medication on thursday during lunch and all of a sudden my stomach started being really messed up and made sounds and i got a bad head ache with chest pain, whether or not it was from taking two pills at once, unintentionally disobeying the very clearly repeated order of not injesting alcohol with the pills or just a parasite of some sort was actually dieng in me. See, this is all just fine and dandy except for the fact that I had a unit test the next period, right after lunch, in chemistry. Because of this, I had my head down for most of the time on my desk, cluctching my chest with me trying to do the test. I managed to do 31 marks worth out of a possible fourty, i just hope i get those right.

So thats my life story for thursday, friday last period in the library doing research for the seminar isu for anthropology/sociology/psyhcology was spent also being in slight pain but making up for it by going on the internet and singing along to britney spears and the backstreet boys, and maroon 5. I sang what i could but the brown guy and chinese guy with me were clearly not amateurs. It was a fun wasted period that i can never get back now. It helped me temporarily forget how messed up i am and was going to be.

Thus my life story for friday, saturday was just surfing the net, eating, watching tv, and turning gary's invitation down for gaming online with him as i went to visit an uncle who has just been diagnosed with diabeties. His dad/my grandpa also has it so i can see where it came from, that and his recent large doses of sugary foods let him be this way.

So now sunday is spent waiting for gary to come online to play computer games, starting hand finishing homework i got a weeks extension on but never did and eating barbecued pork and actually doing all my math homework. So thats my life story for this week.... I currents have a sore throat due to a cold. Its been a long time since I've been healthy....

And if anybody from my school reads this and realizes that its me thats been farting all this time, please tell me directly that you know and not make me find out through my sister who heard the story through her friends' friends' friends'.

title... can't think of one

hallooo readers and... others. How are we all doing? Good? I hope so... coz unhappy readers just ruin my day. haha... not that i'd know if u were or not. Yes... I am posting because i am extra extra bored. I've been doing nothing in the past hour or so. Well i HAVE been doing something, but nothing productive/constructive/wht not. Nimalan (c, i used his real name, happy?) got me addicted to this game... that u don't really get to play because it's beta and the servers are almost ALWAYS full. Which leads me to wht i've been doing. For some time now, i've just been clicking on the 6 servers that they have. Two of which usually gives me the "cannot access server" and the other 4 usually gives me a "You cannot enter because there are too many users". It is extremely annoying... especially when ur very very bored...

Last post was tuesday. Reasons why i didn't post anything from then on was most likely coz my dayz were boring? and... uneventful. And... i say that coz i don't remember wht i did from tuesday onto now. haha. Hence, i cannot be specific to dates. All i kno is that i had a few quizes... not really few... pretty much a lot coz of physics and chem. Had a safety quiz for auto... had a math test which i'm pretty nervous to see what i got. So yah, had volleyball practice... i don't think i liked it coz i played bad due to my lack of sleep and our team's lack of tournaments -shakes fist- errm... school is pretty much the same i guess... the girl problems are daily at school so it's not really a problem any more than a daily... routine... sorta... thing... Sometimes it gets to me, sometimes it doesn't. It usually does coz of my lack of sleep which means bad mood. But there or rare days when i do get my necessary sleep and am in a more prettier mood. Only remember one of that day happening so far in my... 3 weeks.

Fellowship on friday was kool... of course i was a bit rushed. I guess i remember friday. Math test, lunch had an LAA (Leacock Atheletics Association) meeting therefore i couldn't eat my real lunch. Went home after meeting to find i only had 15 minutes to eat... I made instant noodles and ate it in fifteen minutes. It was rushed... i was sweating coz the water was burnin. Went to school, got to class wif one minute to spare. Chem quiz, physics quiz... then after school Daniel came over to my place coz he had taekwando and his dad came and picked him up... at Nimalan's place which was where i learned of this new annoying game that i'm semi-addicted to but cannot play due to the lack of servers and seemingly large amounts of users. yeeesh. After Daniel left, i stayed a bit... about 10 minutes longer then i had to go bak to my own place coz i had to get to fellowship at 6 due to planning purposes. So... that would be about 5 30 when i went home. Tried to sign up for the game at that time, but couldn't find site. Had to give up or i'd b super late. Went to sheppard bus stop, then transfered to warden coz birchmount has other route... i suspect. Don't u kno when there are two buses at the same stop, wif the second bus relatively close (one stop away... u can see the second bus), and the first bus (rite in front of u) doesn't go exactly to the rite place u want it to go to, but goes to a stop near enough for u to walk to ur destination, while the second bus is one stop away, goes to the rite place u want it to go to, but... it's second? Yah... bus ppl know that the second bus would most likely pass the first bus coz first bus haf to pick up passengers and unload while second bus has no passengers coz first bus took 'em all and all it has to do is unload. I sorta knew that, but i was too lazy to go to the second bus, therefore i went to the first bus which got passed by second bus which i scolded myself for. I was 10 minutes late... lalala. Fellowship was kool though, as it always is...

(should start new paragraph). My small group is pretty kool ^^ I like it. I like it more than last years... at least. haha. Our group name is called "Taken", which i find is such a good name. haha. Our topic will be relationships? Anywayz... 80% of u won't even know wht i'm talking about so why dunt i move on? oH wait! My slogan for the team is "sorry, we're taken" hahaaha! like those signs in shops that say "sorry, we're closed" and the lists the business hours n stuff.... I'll prolly explain this slogan to u when i feel like it...yah... ok, moving on.

Saturday! woke up at 9ish... watched t.v. 'til 9 45ish? Went online... first time playing the annoyingly addictive game on my computer 'til 10 15ish. Remembered that i had a wedding to attend to at 10 14ish, took a shower, got ready which took me 'til 10 30ish. Went to Ian/Eyen and Sandra's Wedding (My youth pastor and now wife's wedding! ^^) which was kool. First wedding i've been to in a while... my cousin is getting married in october... but that's in Hong Kong or Taiwan (forget where) and i haf school so i can't goo... booo =( Umm... yah. Wedding was so touching... I kinda thought it'd be longer though from when i was lil kid. But that might of been coz i had a short attention span (still do) but a shorter attention span than now so i thought it'd b longer. But then this time i knew the person getting married and was not following parents so yah, it was great. Waah, felt so out of place though. I need to buy 1) a suit 2) a non-black dress shirt. haha! I looked like i was going to a funeral. I couldn't wear a tie coz if i wore a tie i'd haf to button all my buttons which would cover my white shirt which was the only non-black thing on me. -takes deep breath- -sighz- My excuse? I had to go to someone's funeral...? (i didn't... well... my invisable friend's funeral... =( he died from being invisable). I'd also like to add that for some reason, whenever it's a special day for someone, and i'm somehow in it... I'm usually unhappy on that day for some reason. Victoria's birthday, was unhappy; Nimalan's birthday, neh, was good but then became unhappy; Bonnie's birthday, was sorta in a good mood but the week became unhappy (not as much as other two coz i wasn't really involved); now Ian's wedding... i was superly happy! Coz aw man, it was great... but then yah... i won't say more coz i dunt feel like it =P Brings me to a conclusion that when it's a special day to ppl i kno, i shall isolate myself. lol!

sooooooo... yah. I haf so many blog things now. I got this... (my main one by the way), my personal one which i didn't post in like weeks coz... nothing especially bad happend... yet. And now i got one in Xanga.com (20% of u know where it is... by the way, i only count 5 ppl reading this blog in total). And that one will prolly be my happy only blog. So yah... it should provide more of a better vibe/tone than this one coz this one is my main one which means i post all my thoughts here. Ok! finiiiiiished.

"Sorry, we're TAKEN"

aNother Tiring day

waking up at 7am for a volleyball tournament (yes again)...

at first the missing school part seemed good... (will return to this point later)... So the tournament was held at A.Y jackson, a school i've heard of but have no clue on where it was... its far. even by car. random points as i dont feel like making sentences.
- that school is like mac, everywhere you look there are asians ( no offense intended to anyone )
- our team is really good and we won
- our team/setter is mean even though i dont think he tries to be, he passes to the same guy who is 6'5 for 75% of the time, and he hits it in 90% of the time, and these are really hard and fast hits... the sad part is how the team sends all their blockers just to him for the whole game because they know it is coming to him and yet he still scores on them... and even if they do block once or dig once, they know he'll get it again and hit it the exact same way and score...
- my shoulder is still injured so i spent the entire day excercising it while on the bench
- i have to serve underhand now, thats how bad it is
- and the coach even made me play once when our setter started having a nose bleed by getting an elbow to the face... playing while handicapped is scary
- when we got back at 6ish, and people were telling me what i missed, i realised that i missed alot which is not a good thing...

Anyways, serious, seriously

(Laughs evilly out loud, coughs and clutches chest, throws random pill into mouth, realizes one of the pills was infact not a pill but plant food and pain in chest is being accelerated)

Okay, so maybe that didn't happen, but it could have. I really shouldn't be posting because the truth is that I haven't done a single bit of homework, since I got back. I keep telling myself as the school day ends that the first thing I do once I get home is to do my homework, but it hasn't happened, yet....

So my life at school has involved realizing that for the first time in a long time, I'm struggling, and its because I'm to tired and miserable from being sick to do anything. I am sick, I was in fact actually asked by my doctor if he should write a note saying that I should stay home. Of course, that couldn't happen since I missed two weeks of school and still have to catch up on work.

Thats one thing, the next is the fact that today is the day I actually got a locker and I don't even remember the combination of the lock since I had to borrow the lock off a friend also. I also bough a new bag today since my right strap tore off.... at the end of the last school year. Yeah, so what this means is that I've been walking around with every school book and binder I have, which is 6 textbooks and two binders, all in a bag with a hole and only one strap over my shoulder. To top this off, I'm already sick and tired, and I have to walk to and from the bus stop and through halway traffic.

Speaking of hallway traffic, theres alot more this year. I'm definately sure that there is alot more students at my school this year. A lot more grade nines, a lot more girls, and a lot more people studying during lunch.

So like Gary's said, i've gotten skinnier, lost 9 pounds, got taller, got sicker, more tired, weaker, lazier, more stressed.... well, maybe Gary didn't mention all of that but still... He's complaining about having so many shirts that they now convey specific emotions and moments of his life. And yes, I have to get my g1, I"m assuming that I'm the only one judging by Gary's tone of writing (does writing have a tone?) Gary has problems in school, issues with people, people have issues with me, and Jon is now an athlete with a very full bladder..... he can definately answer Yes to the question "Is it in you?"

extra time?

yay... soon, this blog will b full of my posts. does this somehow say that i'm the least academic student in this blog?

Let me explain my extra time today. I spent about the last hour doing nothing, because a lot of things happend... Or a lack of things. I come home today with only my chem text book. It's not really my fault since i asked the guy next to me if we had physics hmwk and he didn't answer me. And since we rarely had physics hmwk, i rarely ever brought my text home. But today was no ordinary day... no, today we had physics hmwk... from the text. dum dum dum. Like i said, i didn't know (forgot) so i left it in my locker... like all the other days.

Then, chemistry. We had a quiz today... took us the whole period to write and take up the quiz. At the end of the period, my teacher forgets to give us handouts. So, he tells us that (i'm assuming this is what he said.... i'll explain later) he will leave the handouts on the table near the door so we could get it on the way out. Here's my explanation, he says "wait! everyone stay! I forgot to give u the handouts... I'll lea..." and this is where my attention span ran out and began to drift off. Then everyone started leaving, i left for volleyball, and since that was in my mind, i completely forgot what he said and just left without taking a sheet.

So now i sit here... with 50% of my homework at school... -sighz- The feeling of being able to relax, but can't do that with a clear mind because deep inside u kno u haf hmwk at school which u'll need to b able to catch up on the next day. C! i'm fully capable of talking about school... this side of school... haha.

Ok... well, from total randomness, words that i try to stay away from because when i c, use, or hear them, it brings back hurtful memories: anyways, serious, seriously

yup. Also, i have shirts that i cannot wear... at school... due to the bringing back of hurtful memories. I found that out today when i tried to find what i should wear. took me so long coz i had two pieces of clothing i couldn't wear. 2 shirts is a big killer coz it ruins a lot of combinations of wardrobe. lol!!

soooooo... also have a cd that i now stay away from... again... due to... BOOO! that wasn't meant to scare u... it was a negative cheer. Now i'm wondering why i'm wasting precious blog space, haha. This post has no meaning at all...

.boom, bust, echo.

one of those daily posts

Hey u ppl. Since the beginning of the need to do homework, there has also been a need for more breaks. In the summer, everything was a break, but now tht there's homework, I cherish breaks a lil' more now. Just like how you cherish life more when u had a near death experience.

So since there's a need for more breaks for me coz i can't handle stress that well, as need for break increases, so do my number of posts. haha. Coz before, i used to b able to just type like a whole weeks worth of stuff in one post. I don't haf much time to do that anymore. therefore it must b broken into dayz.

I got 2 new cards within a month! well... 3... but school id card... ><>

That's... about it. 'cept for http://www.changeconference.com/ hahaa! I mite wanna go! but then i looked at the price... and then i looked at who i was going with (nobody) which discourages me. booo... I'm just taking note of this. It's a post... an electronic diary. I just wanna b able to look back at this and say "hey, i wanted to go there." and "oh... so that's wht happend that day" and "that's when i received my g1 licence card" haha... i'm not trying to mock u drakonen. Just trying to push u to take the test. And also a reason to come over to your house to c u (awww... i'm not gay) and also to play on your computer and c how much hmwk u haf and c how skinny u got and c wht souvenirs u got us. HEEE! U DID GET US SOMETHING RITE? haha, i'm joking...

k... time to study for my 2 quizes...

.boom, bust, echo.

The attack of the volleyball...

So i havent posted in a very long time, with school just starting, other extra curricular activities, homework and volleyball i havent gotten much of a chance to post... I will get back to the actual school stuff another day because as the post suggests this will be about volleyball...

Tired from a long day of finishing a volleyball tournament (7am-9pm)... *managed to injure myself a few days before so the only thing i could practice without my shoulder hurting is bumping, so i didn't actually do much cept sit on the bench and stretch to strengthen the muscle, not like i'd be a starter anyways... so anyways we came in third because of this really tall, amazing player who got about 75% of the points by himself... but ya really tiring, 3~4 bottles of water, a bottle of gatorade AND i didn't have to go to the bathroom... So now at home, i'm glad the day is over...

hahaha... i seriously don't hate... (responding to comment). But yah... haha, it looks like i did go the the terry fox walk thing... hehe. Oh well... They were rite behind/ahead of me (changes during time passes on) so once i hit kenedy and huntingwood, the only way to keep my mind off everything was to count the cement...blocks thingy and to count my steps. It was SOOO FUN! LOL! I find amusement from the littlest things. so yah, i DID miss a few cement blockies, but i estimate i missed about 10. There are little errors and uncertainties, but it's all good.

So, my report. i had approx. 10 missed cement blocks, after counting 100 of them, i start counting my steps coz it was more faster and fun! i counted 2332? waaah! i forgot now. but it's either 2032 or up it by 100 until 2332. And then for every 10 cement blocks, i had an average of 28 steps which means 2.8 steps per cement block. Which means over the 100 cement blocks that i counted, it took me 280 steps. Bringing us to a total of 2312-2612 steps from kenedy and huntingwood back to school (yes, i used a calculator for the last numbers. I kept on losing count coz the guy i was walking with kept on making me laugh and talking to me! Him and his disturbingly funny jokes... his jokes aren't so funny that it's disturbing, his jokes are so disturbing it's funny... -sighz- So yah, +/- 100 steps, lol!!! so bad...

Full day today, woke up, went to school (almost late), lunch, terry fox walk, school, volleyball practice, FELLOWSHIP! haha... sorry, just noting highlights of my day. I'm sucking on a lollypop thing rite now so i'm quite hyper and not mad or sad. Stop thinking i hate people! I don't hate! Goshes...

Oh... and drakonen, unknown... (maybe m&m's) should get together sometime since july unknownuser wasn't in the continent and in august drakonen wasn't in the continent and i was superbly busy. We need to hang out again!! Everyone helps each other do their homework! 'cept for drakonen... coz he must haf a LOAD to catch up on missing a week of school. I'm only assuming... i might b wrong, and even if i am, we could still hang out and do hmwk... or not do hmwk but hang out anywayz... or not hang out or do hmwk but that defeats the whole purpose of this paragraph. -takes deep breath- long sentence.

But the fact still remains that i'm usually in a bad mood when at school unless it's gr.10 auto! lol! coz it's the only class that doesn't haf a certain person's influence. But that class goes really slow... but yah. I'm done now... I don't wanna keep putting the same signature sign off so i'll change it back to

.boom, bust, echo.

aiya man! i speak of doing no double posts and here i am. -looks at blog mates- thanx a lot!

Yes, well... as u can tell by my last blog... i've been up with a little stress and stored anger. That was just my way of releasing some of it... lol! The rest i save for another day. Still disappointed tht the school made me kill my collection of id cards. Now i haf o1-02, 02-03, 03-04, OH NO, NO 04-05, then now 05-06. If anyone asks, i took it off when i was at school and flicked it at an intruder. It got stuck and it broke as they took it out of him. Yes...

I don't hate school... i just don't like some of the people in my school. Of course u kno... i can't really express that fact, but deep inside, booo. It's not the person, just how the person acts. I like school... u get to learn stuff... hmm... actually, a better way of putting this is i like education... maybe in a few weeks i'll actually post what has been bothering me over the past ... 4-5 weeks. Unless u already know... of course only one person knows rite now... well two including that... human...

Nothing special about any of my days. Yesterday was pretty productive hmwk-wise. Today, physics is torturing... Spent a whole period trying to figure out one question. One guy (U KNO WHO U R) gets it in a few minutes... grr...

Other than that... i didn't really like volleyball try-outs today. I didn't do as well... but that was maybe due to the fact that it wasn't as organized and there are a lot of bad behaviour..ed... people trying out. By those ppl, i mean those who like playing basketball, and WALKING SLOW!

Omgosh! This reminds me, those darn "cool" students who walk super slow for no darn reason! I try to pass them, BUT THEY TRAVEL IN PACTS! like girls going to the washroom. And when they're alone, even when i try to pass them, they seem to b able to block my path! TO ALL U "COOL" PEOPLE, WALK FASTER! I'd kick 'em but there are cameras watching. and like i said... they travel together. Seriously! they travel like... and they block hallways! they are a fire hazard! kick 'em out! nooo... haha, jkz. But still, to me they're uncool coz they walk so slow > <

So... basically, everyday it's the same thing bothering me, don't think it'll go away for a long while. But because of "them" i try not to do things that involve them. I dunno if they're doing the terry fox thing... so i'm prolly not gonna do it just in case they do, which they prolly will. Haha, avoiding them... the best i can do for now coz if i see them i'll explode. How they look so innocent... yet so evil. Haha... i'm not talking behind their backs, one person actually reads this. haha! they're good people though, i don't hate them. I just... understand and don't understand them. see how confusing that is? that's why i avoid them!

Ok, so let it b known that i like chem more than physics. In order for u to get me to like physics, take away some math, take away most graphs, and yah, even then, i'll think about liking it more than chem, but not likely. I don't haf bio, so yah, heard it was boring, but that's only coz of the teacher.

And ahhh! kyrios forum so kool! haha... i dunno why i'd post that here, but yah. I'd post this in my personal one, but no one will share the excitement i haf for that forum. So i thought i'd post tht here. I have like 3 quizes tomorrow, i dunt even kno why i'm posting...

"To have friends, you have to be a friend" just_jordan (haha! so kool!)

this is therapeutic for me....

hey, so... last time i posted was on thursday... so i'll post for friday and beyond.

friday was... kool. Yah! first program for kyrios (fellowship i attend in case ppl still don't kno)! It went pretty well... i have to work on my public speaking...skills... coz i'm very... very bad at it. I always kno wht to say... AFTER i'm suppose to say it. -sighz- horrible. other than me speaking, everything else went pretty good.

Saturday... bought a new t.v.! i think it was on saturday, haha. Coz my old t.v. kept on going static on me... which is pretty kool, but very VERY annoying after a long while. Like, when u get to a climax of a show and episode or whtever... your at the edge of your seat, i find that the first thing i think of is "PLZ DO NOT GO STATIC ON ME!" and wht happens? -sighz- well it's not all the time, but even if it is some of the time, u wouldn't want that to happen on a very good part. It's not just like the show... then static... it's sometimes show, static, show, static, show... within a few seconds... GRR! well, my new t.v. isn't much bigger since it's hopefully bought for temporary reasons until we save enough money to buy a BIGGER one! yay! otherwise... it is a good t.v., i like it.

Sunday.... church... debating. hahaha... i'm pretty bad when it comes to making decisions... so when i'm a judge for a debate... hahaha. just makes me laugh and cry. Massive homework day i think... i forgot wht the hmwk was... but... well it wasn't THAT much. Not as much as

Monday! ok. Well... monday wasn't that exciting, the only reason why i had an exclamation mark there was coz of the last paragraph. School is pretty boring, and sometimes, depending on what i see and who is near me, it's annoying, frustrating, angry...fying... haf to make up words coz some things just make me so mad! I can't say what... trying to keep kool and not gossip. Gossiping is bad... not something i'd like to do... but most likely do anywayz when i'm not paying attention to myself. There was also volleyball try-outs! yay! the only thing i looked forward to... and then some certain ppl showed up... which made me... well... the emotions shown above. Which worked pretty well for me. My blood was boiling so to speak coz of those "ppl" which made me do well on certain parts. haha, using anger as my weapon... i'm going into the dark side. But i can't help it, they just... BLAH! And then of course some ppl that tried out just had this attitude... kept on not going to the back of the line... kept on playing basketball when it's volleyball try-outs. If they get on the team, it's just gonna double my anger...level... whtever... lol! So yah, school is the source of my anger... Home and church are the only places i can b without me... wanting to explode. So yah... happy places!

That drakonen guy is suppose to b back. Who is that guy anywayz? he posted a while ago, but psh! who knows who he is, he's been gone for a month. Drakonen! you have 48 hours to post! haha... i'm joking... -coughs- well i have to b coz he's the "owner" of this blog. haha. i'm so gonna get kicked out...

Edit: oh i forgot about today. It was like any other day 'cept it was photo day so we got new id cards. OMGosh! I didn't have to give my old id card to them! they just wanted them coz they didn't want us to cheat and use the old ones as the new ones. AHHH! THEY RUINED MY COLLECTION! I collect all my id tags. now i have one missing! WHT THE COLOURFUL BUTTERFLIES! thanx leacock for ruining my only collection i have. I'll remember this. See how angry school makes me!?!?

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Havnt paost in 1 month.. so ill make this shor

School sucks.. everything that relates to it sucks.. hmwk sucks..
My teachers are stupid. English essay already.. but no topic.. niceee. i know exactyly what im writing about. Same with math.. u.u will know.. he talks so quietly you can't hear him and he tells you ITS NOT FUNNY.. Man, this math teacher is worst than last year, at least last year the teacher can teach even tho he picked on me alot. Friday in math = contest day!! YAY..


well later guys.. hope ill post soon..

school? ew...

so hey... this shall b a short post since it's school n everything. I also need to sleep! so yah, i suppose i should post or else i'll b seeing no new posts since i dunt think unknownuser wants to post two in a row. I kno how it feels since i had to post 3 in a row.

First day of school was sorta fun... not classes-wise, just the weird feeling that u've been through this b4. Walking to school, seeing old teachers. Ok, i really wanna sleep! so blah! All my days of school are weird! I got no "real" friends in any of my classes! "real" as in those ppl i hang out with. And there's this one that does not count coz there's no talking involved.

Only thing i look forward to now is fellowship! haha... eventhough i should b looking foward to it no matter what anyways... and also saturday!... when i got no school... with no special plans... unless....

All the hmwk! i shouldn't b complaining in the first week, but still! SLEEP! GOOD! ok, i made my point about sleeping. g'nite!

Shortest post in a long while.

.reflect, resound, reverberate.

Supposed first day of school...

If you can call it that?

It was more of a registration day than anything… an hour in home form and we’re out. free to… get mad at the teachers we were given and the mistakes made by the people way up… Well home form was a surprise since it was a enriched math course I expected… not this much… half our class are people I would classify as really smart, people that make you say “huh?” and the other half are people that add the noise so as long as no one is moved, it should be a pretty fun year… this is without the actual point of the class, the school, the reason why they send you to school in the first place “to learn”; in this case “math”…

So with the not getting the courses I applied for, and not being notified at all that I did not get into them in the first place, it means that I have even more work to do before school has officially started, to get through the line of who knows how many people and get a chance to speak to a guidance couciler…As with “whats his name… umm, ummm… I think he went to Russia or something, or something about an English accent so its probably England… who knows? Name had something to do with a doctor, ah never mind…” while we sit at home bored with nothing to do, you’re out exploring the world… dont feel that bad, its fair, sort of...

please work *attempt 13

I hope my stars are good today, this net thing has been a bad expereince during this summer with multiple trials all failing. just five minutes ago i was dancing about getting stares as the owner went on teh computer beside me. i think he thought i had no money but the fact was that i had to pee but couldn't leave as there was no bathroom and i managed to long on to web messenger after an hour of trying. So here i am now with one week left of my trip and leaving out of the city of chennai for a round trip that will take the rest of the week. I get singled out pretty easily since i speak perfect english with a western accent and my tamil is perfect and unslanged. see, here, nobody speaks tamil properly, and its all cut up and heavily mixed with english. sometimes, well almost always, your have no idea what they're trying to say. all this even though tamil is the official language here and all the movies have it spoken perfectly, but its not like that here.

in the three weeks, i've suffered water shortages, throwing up in city streets twice on two seperate occasions, large rashes from scratching mosquitoe bites, being almost run over, car breaking down, stray dogs chasing me, and being mobbed by the poor for change. this country is seriously in the dumps, garbage is everywhere and states are in constant struggle with each other as there is no nationalism in this country. All this and the notion that i school starts tomorrow and i come back the 13th and get no chance to readjust slowly to school, and since i couldn't pick up my time table and my sister couldn't get it, i don't even know what my classes are for first semester. I'm really screwed up right now.

i get to escape from my problems as two wedding have been completed one my fathers side and we're now free to travel about and get out of the city and into the country side which is very beautiful. looking at garys pictures, i'm not the only one having fun, with these bastards forgetting me and having fun and going about with their guitars and daniels house and there adventures here and there and everywhere... it was sad because i couldn't comment on anything that was going on, all i could do was was observes the events from afar....

So my stay here is pretty much visiting the great temples of hindu religion agiing more that two thousand years. Non of them (except one but thats cuz people give millions to it because of the power it holds and how my dad jokes its where god is accepting bribes) are well kept with beggers everywhere and the priest pocketing have the money instead of spending it on keeping the temple together. I can't say much because politics are really bad here and people throw garbage everywhere and the lines on the road are for decoration. There will be three lanes and five vechiles going parallel with inches between them. traffic here is horrible but its amazing at how good peoples spacial awareness is.

Money is everything here and its plenitful for me since $1 = about 34 rupees (indian currency) and in india

255ml bottle of pop is 6 rupees
complete luxury meal for one is 150
train ticket is 10 rupees
internet cafe is 15 rupees per hour

well... i gotta go now, i hope this works..... this is most likely the only time i'll post.... so meh...... jon and gary have alot of talking to do.... does bastards

Last Summer Echo >>

Good morning! 'tis 12:13am rite now and this i guess is a final post of the summer until school starts... which is in 2 DAYZ! crazy! boooooooo... but summer wouldn't be as kool if school never started. It wouldn't be summer break without school... just wished that school and summer were reversed, but that ain't gonna happen.

So yah, first i shall recap what has happend since wednesday, then i'll recap my whole summer. Unlike other ppl, i don't keep a calender of wht i do, so this is all from memory.

So on wednesday, i woke up, did my daily routine, then went to school to register for the year. Paid my 40 dollars... (quickly realizes i've already posted about wednesday) ok... so... lalala. The next day, i had some test to do which took 'til 11. After that, unknownuser came over to my place, and we all went to... unknownuser's place... haha... ok... weird. Anywayz, yah, we spent half an hourish playing guitar again! hahaha! NEED A GUITAR!! (not for birthday present plz -twitches at some person- it'd b nice but i'd KILL u) -thinks- (not for christmas present either, same concequences apply). After half an hour of guitar, we went to daniel's place only to find that it takes us one and about half an hour to get there. The right bus did come before us, it's just that we didn't kno it was the correct bus to get on. Therefore we spent half an hour waiting for another correct bus. Darn Shepard bus! thought it was suppose to b fast! grr...! So yah, bought wendy's only to find Daniel's snack coulda filled us. Played for 2ish hours, then went home coz he forgot he had a doctor's appointment. Yup... he got shot. -wink-

Friday went to daniel's place again, took the same amount of time for some odd reason. But we got there faster coz we didn't stop at wendy's and walk for half an hour. Played 'til 5, then had to go to no frills to buy some ice cream. Then i went over to chun's place for the barbeque! (ok, i gotta use all the names now coz i got both school and church friend's reading this). It was vellie fun! One regret... i shoulda gelled my hair... LOL! no particular reason, it's just that i forgot to gel it that day... booo. lol! not that important, but i'm a dumb poster of blogs so whtever. Food was very filling... too filling in fact. Wasn't that energetic coz i was stuffed. I somewht learned how to play the intro to "what else can i do"! yah!!! but i haf bad memory so i forgot like half of it already. Plus, i haf no guitar! ='(. Yah... gonna miss all you grads! This year's fellowship was much more better than last years coz of all of u smt ppl! pressure on me now... dunno whether to say yay or booo...

ah... saturday i basically just rested and watched tennis all day.

Today... or technically yesterday, went to church, woke up too late so i couldn't go to english service. There was no sunday school so therefore i just sat/stood around talking. Went to yum cha... been a LONG time since i've done that. LONG! anywayz, yah, after, went to my first smt meeting. lol... even i was expecting the grad smt members to b there... and i wasn't even on smt. hahaha... booo. So yah, talked about stuff tht i'm too lazy to talk about, had dinner, talked about more stuff, did the first quarter program. 90% of the readers haf no idea wht i'm talking about... and so yah, i shall go tell about my summer. (sorry mat, but ur the only church friend i kno who's reading this, hahaha. apologies!)

So, recap of my summer... i forgot most of it.... ummm... went to downtown more than i did last year. Went to indigo a good number of times, eventhough i wanted to go ONCE more after my day camp but nooo... booooooo!!!! hm! wanted to buy a book. uh... spent 2 of my summer months with ms.hacker. good chunk of it... so yah... umm... that was fun! a lot of emotional rollercoasters but it was fun! Then i also had those mid-week activities which happend occasionally. lol. August was the most funnest month i had though! spending a lot of my time at church surrounded by my fellow christian friends make me so happy! lol! enjoyed every moment of that time ^^! Daycamp was a great experience as a teacher. Today i had one of my "students" cling on to me... haha, it was fine the first couple of seconds, but then i had to go... and she wouldn't let go! hahaha... it's all good though. But yah... it just felt good to serve at church. After 2 weeks of day camp, had arts camp. Not as much fun... but good experience anywayz. Don't think many enjoyed that week... hahaha. Still great fun though. After THAT, i had smt leadership...training...camp...! Great time camping! first time i ever went wild camping and it was great fun! learned how to fish...kinda! got to see pretty stars without the city lights destroying 'em. kool campfire! and yuuup... even sleeping was fun! lol! eventhough my right wrist started to hurt... but it was all in good fun. Using fun a lot coz August was just so GREAT!
Then after that had a few dayz for break, then i went to Tremblant, Quebec! Aw man... how fun was that! -whistles- I dunno how many ppl can tell how a person is feeling by their use of words and how they're typing things, but i'm getting tired from just thinking about all the fun i had this past month! Either that, or it's coz it's 12 49. Wow! Spent so much time typing... no rest or break at all. Feel sorry for all u readers. But yah, Tremblant was filled with action-packed fun! All the hiking and gondola taking... heeeeeeee! Just very sad how that month had to end. Oh man... if i had gone to hong kong this year and went to wonderland too, this summer woulda been a blast! There are things in this summer i wished i never did, but it's all part of the learning process. It just hurt a certain friendship...

So yah, would just like to say a final goodbye to all u grads! Eventhough only one grad would read this, lol. Yup, study hard all u university smart ppl! If you ever miss kyrios, u can always come back and help me in worship! lol! .........seroiusly... Yep! So now i got school and kyrios... a serious relationship chance? i don't think so...
This is very unusual of me to do this on this public blog coz i actually have another secret blog for me to do these things, but whatever, like many people read this anywayz. I just wanted to take this time to thank God for giving me to strength and courage to refuse the temptation of a relationship because if i didn't, i don't think i coulda handled everything all at once. And the kool thing is it was b4 i was confronted with the SMT thing so yah, He works in mysterious ways! ok, yah, i'm finished. U can stop skipping this paragraph now.

edited: this post was influenced by Tori's and Mat's blog. That's rite... i found yours!
edited: Drakonen thinks he's too KOOL to blog in india. Psh! He's too busy running over dogs!!! That's right, he'd rather run over dogs than blog! And then there's unknownuser... dum dum dum. Can't really say anything about M&M's coz he only posted like 4-5 times the entire time he was here. how many posts have we had now? TONNES! ok, i'm finished. Just because you're in India doesn't mean ur kooler!... well i guess it does... but thts not the point! I want a souvenir!!! ='(

.reflect, resound, reverberate.

pics! 2

This is my THIRD time doing

this, and it's getting very tiring. so here it is "obviously this isn't

all my pictures, but i'm lazy and it takes time for these things to

load so if u want to c more, comment!" is close to wht i kept on

typing. hope this finally works.

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