forgotten dreams

WAAAH! i mean, hi ppl. aw man! i had SUCH a good post idea this morning at 6 45... when i woke up for volleyball practice. arg! i had like 3 dreamz in one day... that i can remember! And now as i sit here, i remember that in the morning, i thought to myself "maybe i should write what my dreams were about because ppl tend to forget most of their dreams as the time increases. this way i can post this properly" and wht did i do after? i ate breakfast, did my daily routine and left to school without writing anything down thinking i'd remember. In fact, i wasn't gonna blog today but i suddenly remembered that i had dreams today for some odd reason. I even went over what i would type on the post! "I had the scariest, and most WEIRDEST dreams today!" I remember two people who were in it. I can't say one person's name coz them being in my dream "sounds" weird eventhough the dream wasn't weird. It's just the fact that we're all immature and if i say the name everyone would b like "ooooo.... why was -that person- in your dreams?" and it'll cause a lot of problems for me, lol!
The other person that was in my dreams was the person who is troubling my life the mostest (refer to many previous blogs when i complained a lot about my hardships). I've had prolly 3 dreams of us being back friends again (well to me we're still friends, to her we're not). Today's dream involved me saying "we gotta talk" which is all i can remember... well not all, but the majority of all i can remember. lol!

In other news, yesterdays volleyball game went pretty well! Against campbell, both scores were in the 20's in both games. We played very well. Went to practice this morning, it is pretty kool walking to school in the morning when the sun isn't really up. Was pretty chilly but i enjoy wearing my new jacket! haha. Practice went very well also. We finally play well when the season is about to END! After practice, we had the idea yesterday that we (the volleyball team -jr and sr-) would highight our hair for some weird reason, and after practice most of us did. We used those gel that make our hair coloured. It was soooooooooooo funny! my hair is ROCK hard! aw man! I don't wanna wash it off but it'll hurt when i sleep so i must. SOO much shampoo, i'll do this after and edit to tell you how it was taking like a palm full of gel out of your hair feels like. My hair was yellow! lol! or "gold". Most of the volleyball team put yellow as their colour coz most ppl had black hair. There were only 2 non-black haired ppl (lol! racist?) (meaning white people, coz they usually haf blond hair... or bloke... or whtever) in our team. They had yellow, blue, AND green coloured gel in their hair! crazy! one even gelled his eyebrows! SOO weird. i wish i had a picture. Before we left to our game at mowat (is that how u spell it?) in port union or something, I regelled my hair to put more yellow and put green in my hair! So did everyone else, it was SOOO funny! and kool! pictures!!! have none -.-" Calvin and Robert had the most colour showing. Anywayz, we won the game, and we're blaming it on the hair. So when we face Macdonald on Monday, expect everyone's hair to be coloured haha!

Eh... to be a lil' more brief. Bus ride there, one of the players also gelled their goatee (spelling good?) blue... haha! (pedram for those who know him). He also works at shoppers drug mart so everytime we bring something u could find in shoppers, he'd tel us where it is "aisle 4 on the lower shelves". haha. And yes, we FINALLY won! The ONLY game we won! and prolly the last coz Mac is crazy good (darn u jon! but i heard Will is not going to that game coz he has to pick up his parents from airport? so that's ONE less player for YOOUUUU). Our juniors cheer sooooo hard that they were told to shut up by the ref. lol! there's such thing as too much cheering? Never knew... -takes deep breath- long post. I also had math test in morning after practice. I didn't know how to calculate total interest on mortagages and annuities and stuff... so yah... lost about 2 marks =P Tonnes of hmwk and assignments, so ima off now. g'nite ppl. See some of you tomorrow.

edit 1: because we played "my glorious" not that well on Friday, i've been listening to that song through windows media player for like HOURS! Song is now stuck to my head! Which is good, next time i sing that song, i shall redeem myself! ps. intro is SOO kool... =P

edit 2: washing hair wasn't that bad. hurt my hand and my head but it was all fun! As i was washing my hair, i was thinking "why are elements like silver and gold used as colours? Why can't someone have their favourite colour as potassium or something" huh? huh? yes! i didn't forget that thought.

-I ALSO HAD A QUOTE READY! BUT I FORGOT! I HAF SUCH BAD MEMORY! do u know wht's also bad? MY INTERNET! keeps disconnecting, ok i'm done-

Confessions

I would like you to meet one of my oldest childhood friends. I share my room with him and I've decided its easier for me to do this than to go through the entire blog and delete each and every reference to its existence.....

The story behind it can be explained on a later day, but my friend just sits in the corner of my room, watching over it. My sister is never willing to take naps or anything of the sort in my room because she's creeped out buy him unnerving stare. I can't blame her, I mean, it does look out of place in my room, but thats understandable....

So today was honours at our school. I didn't win anything special except I did recieve a pin with out school logo that is very unappealing and is a constant reminder of how untechnological our school looks and feels. That said, atleast they repainted the auditorium so that it has a new clean paint-pealing free enviorment, money well spent.

I could talk about other stuff like my lack of money, my lack of studying, the lack of justice in my accounting class because the damn teacher doesn't state whats wrong on a test so I loose 20 percent and don't know what I did wrong or write, or I could talk about how I'm trying hard to impress um, certain people, and that its probably not a good idea to go further with the homework that crying out to be done....

Post 391?

I'm quite tired so this will be quite random.

Stuff that are bugging me: people who don't do their homework because they think they can copy off other people's homework. I don't mind if they're responsible students who do their work but forgot to do it for a day or two, but for those ppl who just think they can just leech off other people's hard work that took them a lot of their time just makes me mad. Seriously, i spent hours doing hmwk, and researching stuff, the next the, a person just comes in the class and copies down everyone's work. Even if you have 1 or 2 questions done, i'd know u at least tried.

Second thing, team mates who think they're all that. Serious pride issues man. When on team member messes up, you encourage them. Some people just stand there and complain all the time and expect everyone else to be perfect while they themselves aren't. "Yo, if you can't serve the ball over the net, you shouldn't have joined the team" and after awhile he serves it into the net. ugh!

In other news, i'm sorta pwning chem, lol! getting like one of the top marks for chem =) verrry happy 'bout that. Hope it doesn't drop... but the second semester ppl would prolly beat me -shakes fist at the nerds that are about to take chem next sem- Had volleyball practice. AW MAN! it was brutal!!! A teacher from buchan who was in a British Columbia varsity volleyball team came and trained us for one practice. SOOOO tiring! and SOOO crazy! had us diving EVERYWHERE. must of also done like 100+ push ups. Whenever the ball would land on the floor without a person touching it first, we would have to do 10 push ups. My abs even hurt from doing push ups! weirdly enough... my arm doesnt... -dum dum dum- Got sooooooooo many burns! my legs, my arms... my palm!! my hips are ok, but other team members had burns on their hips too. my whole body is SO sore!!! wanted to try out for badminton team, but volleyball just destroyed me. Also the amount of hmwk and my math test on thursday was a reason not to go.

Oki doki, g'nite ppl

Edit: I just went down for dinner and i haf updates. My shoulder DOES hurt... had trouble picking up food. My hips also hurt... limping while walking now. haha. that's volleyball practice for you...

Edit2: My fingers also hurt -.-" lol! and plz, don't swear in front of me, or preferably anywhere. I may be able to tolerate it, but it doesn't mean i like it. Especially if it's not funny.

Reuuuuuuuunion

haha, hellooooooooooooooooooooooo!

ok, i'm done my post now... CYA!

Well obviously u know that's a lie coz with a glace downward u'll c a lot of paragraphs after that... so... yah.

Ok! letz start wif yesterday. I wake up at 11 30am... lol! Love to sleep... when i can... saturday is the only day i can sleep in. After that... I ate breakfast... called Ian... (took me less than 10 minutes this time =D) Planned to call the others... but then I knew a lot of people were busy and I was also exhausted from the previous day and i assumed everyone else was exhausted from friday too so i cancelled practice. there was also the fact that JonYeap, Nimalan, and I were online so we all played gunz!!! Trying to level Jon up... while I tried to semi-level myself up. Playing hide-and-go-seek... poor jon... i woulda helped u... but it was just soooo funny =( u kept on running past us coz we were either above you, or hidden in cracks. or were in too much of an obvious place for u to look... such as stuck on a wall in a wide open space watching you circle around cars...
After all that, i played guitar for a LONG while.... fingers continue to hurt. Ate dinner, watched some t.v., then i noticed that i procrastinated enough and started doing slides/powerpoint for Youth Sunday. Bad procrastination.... did NOT know it would take SOO long. And the fact that something came on WHILE i was doing it made it WORSE!

I dunno who started it... but a convo popped up. I looked at it... and there were all these people from Tam! (elementary school). Aw man... sooooo many old memories... and they made me revisit my past -.-" I tried to do the slides while chatting... not possible for me haha. Coz there were so many people, it was just one person talking rite after the other. listening to all the msn's "someone just replied" sounds. After ppl left, I did mad typing! Sooo glad that msn improved my typing speed. And also thanx to Janice, i got to finish it quicker... darn master slide... i don't get it.

Youth Sunday... i posted in other blog coz this blog is for "school" and generally wht's happening with me. So yuuup... time to remember old times again coz those kids i knew since gr.6- forced me to...

Oh, and brought a new jacket today! yay! lol... and my geetar skillz are improving... still not as good as three jonathans that i know, Janice, Tori and Kim, but it's ok... I'll let them take the guitar and i'll stick to...singing -.-" lol!

Note to self: need to buy CD'S!!! 2 books... F.R.O.G. bracelette thingie... and any other of those bracelette thingies that i don't have yet... (ps. no quotes today... coz too many to mention)

Stuck inside...

The answer to why anime is so bad in north america....
^---- Click

Yeah, I'm going to try really hard to somehow incorporate a picture into every blog I do. Especially since a picture is so meaningfull....

Speaking of memories (your damn right there was absolutely no mention of memories), me and and gary had a walk down memory lane, or more of a run because of the pace of the conversation, but we managed to hook up and have a very long conversation with a couple of people that we went to school with back in grade six. It was nice to meet people I had not thought about in a long time, but also not forgotten. In fact, I think I was the only one who remembered everyone since everybody else mostly kept asking who everone else was. It was nice, people remembered me as the nerd, I made sure nobody was enlightened on my nick name that Gary made be he did enlighten them on a stuffed animal which SHALL NEVER BE NAME IN THE HISTORY OF THIS BLOG!!!!!!!.....


So moving on, the past two days have been spent entirely at home staring at an image/sound projecting device of some sort. I bought headphones on friday to replace my speakers.... I could have just bought new speakers, but my parents would just ask me to turn them down so thus the head phones. This was a reward to myself after surviving friday's quiz and two tests. It was not fun, at all.... especially since my entire class had to restudy during lunch when the earlier class told us how the test was set up and how trivial things were. Its not that the teachers is a bad one, she just is very incapable of creating tests, especially when she gives on out less than once a year, makes it out of 25, and makes it worth ten percent of our final grade. Get one wrong and its four percent off the test, and the randomness of it helps even less. So this is ASP, thats alright except for a chemistry unit test on bonding and a quiz first period on inequalities. Its just wasn't a fun day.

So now I'm just sitting here bored beyond my wildest dream, eating pizza and trying to figure out if tide cold water can really clean with cold water....

uh...

I wonder if we'll ever run out of useless titles...

So, yah, i'm just posting for the sake of posts coz i was tired of seeing me about to get stabbed by some person -twitch-

Monday... nothing really... Tuesday... had praise and prayer/youth sunday practice which went well. Wednesday... had a volleyball game against bethune... lost... do i really have to post who won or lost? If i just say "had a volleyball game" without saying anything more, u can prolly guess who won and who didn't. U'll know when we win... u will know... u will... unfortunately u'll have to wait a year.

Today was a bit fascinating. No... it wasn't... i just wanted to use that word for no reason at all. Math... was pretty confusing. I don't get calculating mortgages at all... sooo confusing. anyone wanna help? no?... boo.... annuities... -sighz- Auto... got back out "tests" yes... i got 90% and above... Then we were off to fixing tires... balancing tires... changing tires... etc... then came lunch. I didn't read my book for the WHOLE day! Well i coulda read it... but i'll leave that for later in this paragraph. Chemistry... pretty straight forward i guess. Forgot wht we learned... hmm... must go back to notes and check. Oh rite... emperical and molecular formulas... if i spelled 'em rite. Physics... work period. I actually do like work periods... it's just that teacher gives a lot of questions that no one can finish in time. Like seriously... one question takes half an hour... and he wants us to hand it in at the end of class??? -sighz- I thought i could finish it... but i couldn't.

Umm... paragraph was getting long so i pressed 2(enter) so it's easier on the eyes. Volleyball practice was pretty fun. Basically practiced hitting all practice until we played mini-games. Juniors vs. Seniors... sad thing is they're close games... Junior got more team work, Seniors got more skillz! Then went home... forgot my jacket... was too lazy to retrieve it and hope that someone i know has it. Got home, watched t.v., suddenly realizes I was suppose to go over to Jon Yeaps place to borrow his GUITAR! oh yah! (which i shall leave to another paragraph). I call him... no one answers.. but there's these voices. I call him again to make sure he knows i'm coming, and these voices are on the phone again. I think the telephone thingie... is like... intercepting other ppl's... things... connection....thing... LOL! need to take shower VERY soon... so shall make this a lil' quicker. So basically, was scared of lil' voices, shall call jon more often to hear them... they were speaking wht sounded like manderin, lol. So went to Jon yeaps place, waited outside his door for a few minutes coz i didn't wanna ring door bell while his sister was having piano lesson? Waited 'til she stopped playing, then rang the bell. Got guitar (THANX JON!) and walked home carrying this big thing on my back, lol!

Played/practiced the guitar for like HOURS! aw man... no hmwk time. But i only played for so long coz tomorrow is shortened day due to commencement...stuff... lol! So classes won't b that long... so i don't think we'll learn new stuff... hope they don't check for hmwk. I did some... =D Then the rest of my day was taken up by hmwk and emails... lol! Which leads us to now.... where i must take shower for tomorrow's award thingies... and hafta look nice. I'm prolly gonna wear the same thing on Sunday. Should i of said that? I don't know... lol! But gonna change after i get home of course... not gonna wear it all day. Praise and prayer tomorrow! going to church at 3! Funnnnn!!! hahaha! Even if we're unprepared and not really ready... LETZ ROCK! We're soooo gonna own! (i hope)

"speechless" (haha... wht i wrote in ex-girlfriend's year book, 'o2... for those who didn't know i had one... i leave that for comments, lol!)

I think I shortened my life expectancy by a couple years....

^---- Yeah, its cruel, but thats not me, just... some one else unless you notice the little finger on the end of the knife, yeah thats mine, so the story behind it?
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
i had this one friend
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
lol!
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
made me eat plastic decoration
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
told me it was good for me
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
hahahaha!!
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
another told me to use the one handed eye poking gaurd while he used two chop sticks
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
wht horrible friends!
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
yeah
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
i hope they all die of natural causes those bastards
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
with their old age and experience minds
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
die bastards, die
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
...
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
yes
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
so whose your friend?
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
i see he thought it out pretty well
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
tied up and hooded
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
kinda like those executions of americans in iraq
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
...
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
so thts where u got it from
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
no
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
i just saw teh connection now
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
LOL
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
i shoulda been on the ground
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
on my knees
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
and u shoulda been in the picture
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
smiling wif a thumbs up
..Gary.: Do you have friends that do this to you? says:
tsk tsk
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
only in your dreams...
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
or nightmares
| Đ®ΛҜΘ₦€₦ | - I Think I just shortened my life expectancy by a couple years says:
or just the bried moments when your actually awake at night and notice whats going on but the hit ot the back of your head knocks you back to sleep

Yeah its cruel, so what if that conversation just happened a couple second ago and the picture is from yesterday? Nothing, thats what.... Nothing at all.

So that gary's life expectancy, I'm just afraid theres gonna be alot of request from gary's pals for the smiting of me, but what ever happens will happen. It doesn't really matter cuz if you read my title, it already hints I'm having problems.

So besides gary's bad luck completely abolishing my good luck with buses, it was a nice day yesterday. The week of past time wasn't as lucky as I made enemies with people that I shouldn't have, but it was because of my insults and destroying of alliances made in a three way debate. It's for marks, so that my excuse for the time being. Thats one event that decreases my life expectancy.

The other is today and me single handedly spraying mildew killing spray with bleach in a bathroom without a face mask and gloves and properventalation. So the fumes are in me, the vapor on my skin, and the mildew all most completely wiped out. Learned alot about bases since that what bleach and almost all soap products are, a base.

So now that my insides are completely corroded, my stomic acid neutralized, and my bathroom very white, I have homework to start and procrastinate on.

Edit* There was a third thing that happened to lower my life expectancy.... see the guy in the picture? Can't? Well no problem cuz you still can, he managed to not only to survive, but also recover to complete health, I actually think he's healthier... and he knows not only where I live, but also where I sleep... and eat... and go to school.... so you get the point

I will try

to post more.. due to the fact my computer is really really messed up.

random stuff.. since my computer is going to restart in about 1 min..

My luck with buses

So hey, how are you all doing? Hope everyone is having a better day than i am.

Yesterday... planned to chill wif 2 ppl but one had a life so i hung out wif the other one that didn't. Getting a life now isn't cheap, even if they're on sale. Too many things come a long with this "life", it seems appealing in commercials, but it's all a trap. Who needs to buy a life when a life usually comes to you. I don't want one... i'd sell it but no one wants it (mostly coz everyone has one already, and it's a modern life). Anyways, yah, so went to buy a non-black dress shirt first. It's baige... yay? Then went over to Nim's house to play GUNZ! His mouse is soooo great for aiming... i find. So leveled up both my characters, so now i'm level 8, and level 18. bwaaahaaha. And Nimalan leveled by killing me... but yah.
After I got dizzy from playing, we went out to library to get my book! "Angels and Demons"! heard it was good... and i got the large print coz the other book has like a few hundred ppl infront of me.
Then we went to blockbuster to rent movies: unleashed and stewie griffin: the untold story. But i already saw the second one, and 'sides, both movies were all rented out (like i thought it was). We went back home (we exchanged money... and refused to keep a nickel. Who refuses to keep money? Us... that's who. Nimalan even sat on his front steps to make sure i don't put HIS nickel into his mailbox. Unfortunately i know this because i tried to put his nickel into his mailbox). Which reminds me... ah i'll do that tomorrow when he goes to school. After we went to our seperate homes, he called, we both had nothing to do, so we both go back outside and head to STC. Which was pretty fun and tiring. I saw the range of prices on guitars (which reminds me... sooooo... jon yeap..... i notice you have two guitars.... oh, and i also notice u have harry potter the fifth book! OMGOODNES I NEED TO READ IT! SOOO BEHIND). Also looked at jackets coz i need a winter jacket that supposedly is a blocker of winds, defender of cold, contains down, and is preferably removable? I didn't say it... my mom wants that for me. Also looked at Nim's shoes since his black satec shoes are not in good shape. Went to best buy, looked at stuff... got some gum (i chose the wiser choice), he bought drumstick, he bought me kit kat chunky!! oh yah! Gave him bus ticket and we both went home.

For my title. As we were waiting for the bus yesterday, it took like 15-20 minutes for our bus to come. Just like the day before when i waited for bus to get me to church. Aw man... never take a bus with me, coz u'll wait the longest and most boringest time ever! Today, while i waited for a bus to come get me home, i waited another 15-20 minutes waiting for it IN THE COLD! Was FREEZING! but thankfully i had reading material this time (Those packages ken gave us are SOOO GOOD! from that book... i forgot rite now) Anywayz! yah, also had the bible with me... but i don't think i'll finish reading it in such a short time so just went to the package of papers stapled together. Read the first package waiting for the bus... So yes, a potential 75-80 minutes of my life/weekend wasted waiting for a bus (alliteration <---).

Today... it was eh... can't really talk about it due to my lack of words. Since it's hard for me to say, it's prolly not very good. lol! Well i'll be optimistic for now, meeting was productive, worship practice was better than last time. That's all i can say. Don't ask me how I am or how my day went, coz i don't wanna lie.

Edit:

Edit: Today, when i arrived at the bus stop, the birchmount bus (my real bus!) left like 30 seconds before i got there. I was like "AW MAN!" so i wait... 15 minutes-20 minutes the warden bus arrives... takes me to the similar area so i took it. When it started going and moving, i see the NEXT birchmount bus coming! and i'm like NOOOOO!!! I missed my REAL bus! coz it takes me closer to my house. Then when i arrive at warden and sheppard, the sheppard bus arrives, i'm at a red light so i can't cross... then it LEAVES! without me!!! boooooo!!! so i basically had to WALK all the way home! from warden to birchmount. Coz knowing MY luck, it'll prolly take another 15 minutes for the bus to get here so i just thought in that time i could be home by walking. And as i get to birchmount, i see my birchmount bus unloading its passengers and i'm like "i coulda been one of those ppl"

"Suffering--->wisdom"

My day, Your day, Everyday

That title doesn't really mean anything, it just sounded kool. lol! (ppl rite now are going "wht? so uncool" to you i say, I know eh? who made that up? sheeesh). Anywayz, to the story of my life today.

It's my third post in a row coz some people won't post in between mine. But that's ok... they never seem to. Ok well, my day was quite busy. I didn't like today since yesterday lol! So yah, slept at 12 30, I'm a night person, not a day person, it's not that 12 30 is late, it's tht i have to wake up that's the problem. I could sleep at 4 if i wanted (haha!) but it's the waking up part that'll destroy me. I shall share some memories since i'm only talking to Mat on msn coz no one else likes to talk to me =(. I used to sleep at 10-10 30, but that all changed once i watched Matrix Reloaded coz my dad bought it and we watched it late at night but i still went to sleep at 11 15. That's when i realized "hey kool, i can stay up that late and still wake up" so i started doing that. Then a lot of homework came and it started to be me sleeping at 11 30, then late night reading for english or family studies started so i slept at 12. The latest i've ever slept for homework now is 1:00 which was for civics assignment where i drew bunnies for time line =D one person may remember that coz i was talking to u on msn. Ok, so yah, that's my whole story of staying up late on school days/ everyday.

So today was eh... Didn't really wanna wake up, but had to. I ALWAYS have trouble finding something to wear. It'd take me forever! Anyways, Auto, just worked on tires and stuff, got my white pants all dirty! -sighz- Math.... math is actually pretty good so far wif scary moments like me missing class due to volleyball which would make me fall behind. But it's ok, i understand most of it, better than last year when my teacher... that's all for another post. So lunch, was pretty stressed... felt the pressure of a busy day after lunch coz i had to study for chem test and stuff. After lunch, physics... which was pretty good, i like working on worksheets in class coz not only does that waste time, i get to finish some work too. Chemisty! AW MAN! I hate that test! noooo! i think i did bad on it. I counted a max number of mistakes to 6 marks? give or take. coz they were the questions i didn't really understand. Of course there might of been careless mistakes but that's why i said give or take.

Afterschool was the most busiest! NOT A MOMENT OF REST! First i went to junior boy's volleyball practice coz Calvin wanted me to go (he just didn't wanna b alone, lol!) I wanted to practice hitting and serving! but NOOO! it's all digging! Which is wht i'm suppose to do coz i play back court now... ALL THE TIME. Waste of my time! grr... so that went until 4 15 coz i really wanted to practice hitting and serving but i couldn't wait any longer coz of Praise and prayer/youth sunday practice! which i'll explain why it was so bad after. But yah, got home at 4 25, made/ate instant noodles, it's 4 50 now. If i were to get to church on time, i woulda had to leave at 4 35 (sorry guys). Bad time management. So then i read Janice's email telling me to print out worship songs, which took me another 5 minutes to do so it's actually 5 now! I KNOW I'M LATE NOW! lol! So i hurry to the bus stop, i'm at warden and sheappard. It's 5:05 now, I wait for 15 minutes! I WAS PANICKING! this is the moment when I NEED A CELL PHONE! OMGOSH! I was like "need to call Janice! gonna b late. But WAIT.... i have NO WAY TO DO THAT! NOOOO CELLPHONE!" My goodnesss. So bored i counted 28 people at bus stop, then 33 people at bus stop. After that, THREE buses came at the SAME time! One rite after the other! So as i posted like last month or something, don't take first bus coz it picks up all passengers. So i go to the second bus. First bus goes, third bus drives AROUND us, and goes, and MY bus just sits there gathering more passengers! I'M LIKE WHT? WHT BAD LUCK! I'm already late! So yes, i eventually arrive there, last bus there. it's 5 30... 30 minutes late. Very sorry everyone! I just had a horrible day.

Then practice actually "started" at 5 40... -sighz- And i found out i didn't even know most of the songs we sang! OMYGOSH! I was panicking so much! If the leader doesn't know the songs well, worship is bad! well... i'll save all this for my other blog. But basically, i did not like how practice went... =( Mostly my fault, which just gets me more depresssed. And i dunno if there's a term for it, but there was just this moment in time when I was at my energetic level, to depressed in like 1 second. I just gave up on everything, all systems down. Just wanted to be alone... -sighz- But yah. After that moment, wasn't feeling all that great, and the lack of food also did something to my mood.

After kyrios, i was kinda feeling better from straight talk. Someone's getting engaged! haha! I ate a kit kat chunky! AW MAN! SOOOOO GOOD! So chocolatey! If it were a female and a person i'd date it! of course not marry it... coz u know... we have our differences. Makes me happy and all... but it's not a christian.

So yah, now i'm here... ok, long post. i b going.

383

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey all! ... ... ... no, that does not tranlate into sss. Just a bunch of dots coz i was thinking of doing something different for this post, but now i think i'm just too lazy.

Ok, yesterday was a regular dayish... Things i remember... Volleyball game wif Agincourt. Well to me, our school has already lost every game, lol! Coz Pearson was prolly the worst team we would possibly play and we lost to them. Agincourt didn't even use their starter 6 and they beat us (what does this tell you Jon Yeap? That you'll be able to play wif all your fellow bench warmers and still beat us. So I get to play YOU! yay! take tht scary hitting guy off). Their captain didn't even play... so sad. I played the first game and at least got it to double digits... the second game... i didn't play and we didn't make it to double digits. =D! that makes me happy, and sad at the same time.
Uh... church related stuff i'll leave details to other blog. Basically after days of trying to call someone, i didn't and called someone else (Ian!). So yup... and even that took me 10 minutes... of talking wif Janice. lol!!! Weird predictions of what he would say. But aw man! was SOO nervous coz i CAN'T SEEM TO USE THE PHONE! Get sooooo scared calling people of 1) opposite gender 2) people older than me. sooooooooo bad! -edited out-. But i think his cell DISCONNECTED me!!! I was like "WHAT! ALL THAT TIME OF BUILDING UP CONFIDENCE AND IT'S ALL WASTED!" but yah, called him back, now my work is done.

Today... wht a chilly week. I haf like a quiz each day... -.-" but oh well. -deletes 2 minutes of typing coz it was a waste of time... wait.. i shouldn't of done that then- I think i did pretty well on my physics quiz. Last weeks quiz killed me! haha! I forgot my kinematic equations so i fused one, and made another one up. hahaha! aw man... so sad. Hope i get marks for trying.
Had a game. This time did better. I played very boring position (not bench warmer. Although i think i can be an expert at bench warming. "what temperature do u want it? warm or hot?" "freezing" "I'm sorry, but your request is unreasonable, guess you'll just have to stand"). But yah, i don't get to serve or hit anymore... all i get to do is bump and volley... -sighz- So boring. I'm skipping important classes just so I can bump and volley. Everytime i miss math I'm behind a day on my homework. I have a test tomorrow too. So now i'm skipping my academic classes so I can lose in volleyball. This paragraph has just wasted a few seconds off your life coz i'd SOOO like to say i made it up... but no, it's just that it has nothing to do wif anything.

Now i just wanna say "okok! i did make that up" but grr...

hahaha! ok ok! NOW i'm wasting your time.

If i wasted your time up there, what makes you think this will be any different?

-sighz- ok ok, i'll stop now.

Edit: whoops! my title! Yes this is post 383! Getting into the 400's soon! And also getting to this blog's ONE YEAR ANIVERSARY! we should plan a party. I dunno if peter should be invited since he only contributed like 5 out of the 383 posts so far. That is... approx 1.3% of this blog.

thanksgiving!

so yah, i just woke up a while ago... got my 9 hours of sleep which i don't normally get due to school. Not even on saturdays. So yes, i can't say anything about my day today. I need to do hmwk... maybe at nimalan's house! haha! where i can also play gunz... but i can also do that at jon's house! where i can play gunz, guitar, and a lot of other burned games. I also plan to cut my hair today! But it's so cold and the cold is getting me lazy.

So sunday! wht a great day! Woke up... went to church at 9 30. Highlight of going to english service that day? Mathew (matchu) running to communion table coz he was late... but he was sick... but still funny, i'm sorry! don't kill me... After, went to pick up package that i was suppose to read... but didn't yet... but i will soon. Then Janice and I sorted out the songs for Praise and Prayer without Tori coz she ditched us to go to waterloo? Psh... lol! I didn't call anyone to put the side chapel and sanctuary on hold for us yet... if she's reading this i'm dead. And we didn't even finish sorting out all the songs... booo... lol.

After church, went to eat at burger king coz i needed to look for non-black dress shirts and a warm jacket that can preferably break wind and provide super warmth in the winter when it's like -30. I looked... nothing good. But of course Agincourt mall has nothing that good... so bored of that mall... lol

Went to Jonathan's house! OH YAH! so fun! lol! After calling him on Nimalan's cell while walking there, and waiting for Nim to give cell to Jon for him to see, the gravitational pull dragged me to his guitar! aw man... I think I held on to his guitar for the entire time i was there which was for... 4 hours! hahaha! I even sorta mastered the intro for "what else can i do"!!! YES! I think it was a lil' annoying for Nim after a few hours coz i kept on playing it and playing it...and playing it... then i taught Jon to play it so we both kept on playing it... and playing it... etc... hahaha! so nice. Played gunz there too! and Naruto... and Ninja Gaiden (i forgot the spelling, i shall edit this when i know the real spelling). Woulda played guitar more if i didn't haf to leave coz i had to go to someone else's house for Thanksgiving dinner. Sorry nimalan, i woulda drove u home... but ur house is in the opposite direction of where we were going.

To keep this part short... eventhough it's already short... got there, chatted; french; physics; understood some, didn't understand most coz it was gr.12 stuff...; Mat didn't write finish writing out my physics question...; ate dinner; watched minority report; and SLEPT! well... napped... for an hour...

Which brings us to today.... which i don't think i'll b going anywhere.... i b here all bored now...

Be thankful for all things, especially thing things you take for granted. I am thankful for all of you.

Escapism: Part 1 - The search

So the cell phone I got kept going in and out of connection with the network which meant that I could only make call and not recieve them. So after calling customer service four times, I just went to the store a couple hours ago and replaced my phone with a new one thats working fine. I got a pre-paid phone from telus since if i have $30 in the account (there was $75 to start of with) i can turn it in for unlimited evenings and weekends for a month. Its actually good cuz I can do that and be on no contract, have free voice mail and caller id and evenings and weekends is when I can use it anyways. My dad has the same service except he has a contract, monthly payment (I don't have that to worry about) and no caller id or voice mail with 100 minutes extra for the day at $40 with tax. I think i won out here.... now to get a job....

As far as escapism goes, I need something to do since my sister's friend is going to stay over and when they come its hell for me so I have to find a way to remove my presence from the surrounding area for a long period of time. I know I should have started my homework thats has just pilled up substancially over the past week but its all for the better... right????

So I'm requesting jon at the moment for my search.... which isn't going anywhere.... Gary seems to have already escaped and is nowhere to be found.... which leaves me alone at home waiting for impending danger....


somebody help me...

cell-less

So while i sit here and post for u great ppl again, Nimalan is sitting somewhere mocking me with his new cellular phone that his parents MADE him buy. boooo... haha. So yah... that's me 2 cents, and here's the rest of my money.

Today was koooool. haha. Woke up at like... 10 50, was awake at 9 45 but i felt that staying in bed a lil' longer couldn't hurt. So i wake up, listen to the rest of Janice's PASSION cd ^^ Then i eat some breakfast... it's 11 20, in need of a shower b4 i went to community outreach for kyrios so i took a shower as fast as i could. 11 30... i was LATE. haha... boo. Friday i was late coz i slept in, today i was late coz... well mostly due to sleep again but it coulda been avoided. So i get to church at 11 45? 15 minutes late... haha, so bad. Didn't gel my hair coz i JUST washed my hair! why would i dirty it again? wouldn't make sense~! Ah... hair looked funny... don't like hair when not gelled but it feels a bit better coz my hair is in it's "natural" state.
Community outreach at Markham Salvation Army was pretty fun. Lol. My back hurts but it was nice. I didn't really eat my breakfast, and i didn't eat lunch... yet i was surrounded by food for 3 hours... it was torture! but i wasn't hungry for some of it so it was ok...
Went to Markville wif Jono, Boaz, and Bob (richard) and kinda with Jen, Tori and Marie but the girls ate at pickle barrel coz they were RICH. I had a dollar and 5 cents wif me! I CAN'T BUY ANYTHING. But yah, to keep things short, bailed on girls, went to food court, shared tacos (darn.... i owe money... there are a lot of ppl that owe ME money though... -twitch-) went home, and played GUNZ! lol! I have no life...

So yes... the remainder of my day consisted of gunz... killing ppl... gettting killed. Ppl using the cheap move on me... grr... haha. Was suppose to go look at cell phones wif Nimalan but yah... ran a bit late. Oh well, he got a phone newayz. Also, ate instant noodles AGAIN! lol!! but this time it took me a bit longer coz SOMEONE told me to make instant noodles the "healthy" way... which i kinda forgot but i remembered 90% of it. But yah, just letting that person know that I DID IT YOUR WAY! ok. Should b off to bed... well... from the word "bed" to now there's a half hour gap coz i was watching t.v. lol! i dunno why i'm telling u, just thought it was important. So, got nothing more to say, suppose to hang wif nimalan and potentially jon yeap today (sunday) hopefully it all works out. cya!

"never lose sight of your goals"

Where everything but the music was fun

returned yesterday afternoon after a 3 day long music camp. Still wishing it could have been longer, it was that fun.

Starting backwards:
>Return back to school on friday right before last period... but then look i have a test which i havent studied for and which was already supposed to be very hard... definetly not going.
>Bus ride back: began with 99 bottles of beer on the wall, ended 5 mins later when some gr 12 or 13 got annoyed and threatened to spit on them if they didnt stop singing, well they didnt and got spat on; teachers and bus driver were in their own little world. Then the same person tried spitting out the window while the bus was moving, and saw how it hit the window two rows back. so he tells the people sitting there to open it "for better air circulation", and they being stupid for not forseeing what he was doing in the first place opened it. and got spat on as the spit flew out the window and went straight through theres... very nasty story, but since he was a much bigger person they did nothing.
>last minute before leaving, said good bye to everyone who wasnt on our bus, the girls, even though we would be seeing them an hour later
>pizza lunch in the lounge, hey we didnt have to sit at tables
>packing which didnt take long because there was only so much that you could have for 3 days
>our performance, which wasnt that long... (two pieces with the tyrell kids, one piece by ourselves)
>8:00 breakfast, another half awake meal (again i'm not a morning person) once again being bothered by the flys that were everywhere. (people were killing them with spoons, dont know how but they did) was late though.
>waking up at 7 because we had to clean up the room. sore all over
>sleeping at 4
>got back to our rooms at twelve, *sneaked into another room where they were talking on their walkie talkies to whoever else had one around the camp and holding *missions to the girls cabin, *and supposed talks about someone ordering pizza in the middle of the night, watched some dave chappelle on a dvd player someone brought, then went into another room where they had an xbox and stayed til 4.
edit: posted it early so i didnt lose what i typed if it somehow got deleted
>a bonfire for the gr 11s and 12s... alot of eyes burning from the smoke from the fire, trips back to the room to get jackets because it was cold, people telling me my shirt smelt like fabreeze even though we dont have it in our house. marshmallows that were already melted and was one big clump in the bag, singing with people playing the many guitars they brought to camp.
>coke number 3 of the day
>a latin dance, horrible dancer, steped on alot of peoples feet, the room was tiny and you couldn't move anywhere without bumping into someone else. very tiring. then ended with a slow song and ymca.
>some video for the gr 12s who were graduating, alot of them crying while making speeches
>talent show, alot of guitars... it was good in the beginning but somehow the 1 1/2 hours felt very long...
>performance by the teachers making the above seem even longer because of sitting still for so long
>dinner, jello like gravy on roast beef... was late though
>coke number 2
>the day was music time, a latin dance class, aworld drumming class, tutoring the tyrell kids class, hiding in a room watching the chapelle show during the electives which werent that interesting
>lunch was something cant remember, wasnt late though
>the day continued
>coke number 1
>breakfast was more food, alot of flies, and again was late though
>woke up at 7:30am sore in my legs
>slept at 1am
>dance/movie ( or hockey for the first part) so watched hocky, then went to the dance, then went back to the movie, then went back...
>capture the flag, with tyrrell kids, spanning the entire camp. the only difference is first you have to find the flag, well it started off seeming interesting, but then it went on and on, and where was their flag? i dont know... so what was the point to everything? i dont know, was our goal nearing being over? i dont know... well after 1 hour of running around wasting my time ( should have stopped alot earlier) i gave up and joined the rest of the people who had given up, and just lyed down on the grass from being tired, a whistle was blown and the game was over. who won? i dont know...
>teacher performances
>dinner, now this was getting to be a long time ago, i cant remember probably was late though
>again a day with music, latin dance class, world drumming, tutoring the tyrell kids only alot shorter as we arrived there around one
>lunch was... our first meal there?
>unpacked in the rooms
>left the bus with our luggage and went to the rooms
>long bus ride where 99bottles of beer on the wall was finished by the end of it.
>left school at 9:30

Months, weeks pass in the "school", whereas a couple of days pass in "music camp" and so much can happen... what i couldnt do in the longest time, i could do there...

Its not that we don't post...

Its just that something else is usually happening at 12am, like sleep. that, and this is our only blog, so..... we take our time to write things out......

So my parents are forcing me to get a cell phone. Does this seems like a bad thing to you? I'm the type of person that doesn't buy things that I don't use.... (don't quote me on that). Its funny cuz its my sister that wanted a cell phone really badly, but my parents are "making" me get one, so how does this all work out?


In complete secrecy.... If my sister doesn't read this post before I get the phone, then I'm good, other wise my sister will get mad at my mom and my mom will get mad at me and my dad will just sit at the dinner table and drink his tea while watching the dilema of the house. (Uh oh, I think my sister is on to me.... mean I'll have to save this post as a draft first for later.

So lifes been.... bad. 78 in an easy chem quiz (I wrote "tin" instead of Sn... i mean, HOW??), 60 on a math quiz (financial math) and I have a debate coming up on tuesday for Anthro to start on... I hope my parnters don't read this, which I'll find out on the day of the debate.

Okay, so my mom just broke the new to my sister. The next five minutes would probably be me getting dirty looks, advice for from someone who knows alot less on the topic. Wait a minute... their compromising... how can she get it... what going on.... damn it, i'll just post and put and end to this....

(so what if i didn't want the phone in the first place, more people call my sister than the call me, which is.... well shes a girl... but its still sad....)

...no one posts here nemore?

Hellooooo... is there anyone out there???...

Week was pretty boring. Volleyball game was on wednesday? Lost to Pearson... prolly one of the weakest teams we'll play. We lost to them, therefore it makes us the weakest team to play. So sad... I had to serve TWICE for their game point. So, for those who don't understand me, it was like 24-15 for them, and it was my turn to serve. That happend twice with similar scores. PRESSURE! If i messed up the serve, i'd b blamed... so i couldn't do any of my "power" serves, well i did one by accident LOL. Which was still good coz it was a winner but still.

Today was niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice! It was a raining gloomy day though =( yet the things that happend were so kool. Physics.... nya... not much good stuff happend there. I think i did well on the quiz. Chem, AW MAN! just remembered teacher did such a kool demonstration for us. lol! blowing methane gas into a tub of water with soap creating bubbles then lifting a bunch of bubbles into the air and burning it. SO KOOL! it took a pretty long time for him to get the lighter thing to work (SAME THING FROM SMT CAMP! omgosh! I wanted to take it and burn stuff with it coz it reminded me of camp! AND THERE WAS A SPIDER THERE TOO! AHHHHH! i was going CRAZY!! a spider was dangling from the ceiling and the teacher just burned down the web. -.-" wanted to burn IT. grrr...) lunch, math, auto... SO HYPER IN AUTO! I dunno wht happend. It might of been coz it was last period of friday b4 long weekend. It was a bit chilly coz the garage doors were open and i was nervous from the thought of me getting one wrong from the test coz it was SOO easy. But yah, got perfect, but i continued to jump constantly coz of my hyperness.

Kyrios was kooooooooooooooool! very very nice! refer to other blog. LOL! very tired now... might go to sleep.

Hardship no more?

it's lunch time... i'm tired... i got a good mark for chem test so i'm happy. Volleyball game soon, so not ready. I haf like no energy so i'm gonna die out there.

So yars, i'm gonna make my Story on random days (prolly weekly) coz author feels that suspense and ppl's reactions are funny. On another note: DO U THINK THE COLOURS ARE KOOL? so prettyful! So yah, if u c prettyful colours, it's my story.

mmm... it's only been half a day and i already told u about that half. I may or may not edit this post to give more details. But yah, author feels he needs to take a break from story telling.

"close my eyes and open my heart"

My Harships Pt.2

I just noticed almost everyone had "notes" as their title! haha... so slow? well except for the last guy... that never posts. He's just there for decoration?

Umm... today went pretty well i guess. Chem is getting a bit more complicated but still understandable. Made a silly mistake on my quiz which cost me a mark but the guy marking it marked it rite haha. yay? i told him it was wrong but he just said "don't worry".

I would like to say the above story was fake but it's true.

So, to the story everyone did not buy... which saddens me because it's not good enough to be bought.
And Omgoshes dudes! I TAGGED EVERYONE HERE! xanga.com/G4ry1p
NOW SOMEONE DO IT!!

Last time on "My Life's Hardships",
"omgosh! plz don't leave me! i'm nothing without u!", "i'm sorry, but i must. You and i both know that if i stay i would endanger u, and ur whole family". "Nooo! I'm nothing without you...." -pause-
Edited: -Rewind-
I start hanging out with them more, going out to downtown and stuff. Them coming over to my place, cooking... etc... and it was all fun and games. Everything was all good until July came!
-Fade out-
-theme song plays-

So, I dunno if my hormones were acting weird on me (hey, i'm open...) but i kept on telling myself not to get myself into a relationship because of... past experiences which i shall mention some other time. Some of u may kno already, some of u may not (from end of gr.7 to beginning of semester 2 of gr.9). But i got closer to victoria than to bonnie coz well... I talked to her more and went to more places with her. i was a bit scared of bonnie's mom so i didn't really call her that much.... like once... newayz, back to the story. So i got closer to her, she comes to church wif me, watched movies... talked and eventually the day came when the topic of girlfriend and boyfriend relationships came. Of course it wasn't just one day... it was a series of days... weeks... sometimes i'd b like "no, i can't... i'm not mature enough" and other times i'd b like "but i like her... so wht the heck! let's go for it". And then, Sunday July 24th came... ... .. .
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"Make your decisions with a clear mind. Think it through"

"Editor's" Note

Who made me editor? I did.
You have a problem with that? Talk to Gary?
He says he has no idea whats going on? Talk to Jonathan.
He tells you his is bigger than Daniels? Walk away, better yet, RUN!!!

So this is talking an inside joke to the extreme, and I'm not even sure if Jon understands the joke in the first place. I'm really happy with the frequency of posts as well as its quantity and quality. This blog is finally going in the direction I wanted to and its taken roughly 11 months to do so (no help to the fourth name mentioned on the list). I mean, people are commenting, laughing, threatening, as we progress through an all out war in wasting time. Well, all I can say is that this was time well wasted (I'm completely aware that the last part of the last sentence is copy right by the Comedy Network and all I can say is that I pay for my cable unlike).

So yesterday I went to the gym. Met a girl there that said shes seen me before and asked how I was doing. The conversation was fine, found out that she knew my sister and thats how she knew me. It was all going good and she was a very beautiful girl (I think Gary's seen her before) and the conversation was starting to get intense until her boyfriend came by, put his arm around his shoulder and walked off. He was twice my size and I was sweating from a mix of exhaustion and humiliation. I felt really humiliated and my friend beside me wouldn't stop laughing. I made him shut up though when I changed the weight machine from a hundred fifty pounds to a hundred seventy. I bet your calves kill him now you bastard. Then again, he didn't come to school today so... lets not think about that....

So that was yesterday after school. Today was spent pretending to do work and singing to the Backstreet boys to my same friends as before. I attempted to sing but I forgot the words and the librarian caught us and we all had this stupid look on our faces, some more stupid than others, and some just always look that way. It was a nice experience, but its wasn't as fun as last time because this was planned and last time it was just random.

You know what else is random? My story of meeting a girl at the gym. Like, common, seriously, don't tell me you fell for it. I mean, it was pretty obvious. So thats another episode into our time wasting war as another battle is won and lost....

an EvenMore serious note

Read on...
Ok ok, so i was at my computer today rite? and 2 people i knew started typing about random things to waste my time. I pointed to the screen (-.-") and they were like, "the whole entire paragraph was totally fake". So i go back to my computer, start copying and pasting. with my sister upstairs. And suddenly, the same one strangers types on and below was a story which did not finish. thus wasting my time ! i was like "wht the heck? how did they do this to me TWICE?" So i didn't close it. it stayed there for a couple of minutes, doing nothing and sitting on my screen. I got annoyed so i closed it. They told me that the person they were actually suppose to annoy was the other person (nimilan or gary) but i ask them how i was found reading it in the first place and they were like "i saw u on the list of contributors to this blog". So i was like... ok... and start telling them to read this and they're all like (how would i know, i typed this before i peered into the future to see what their response would be)... and then i woke up.
So yes, this whole entire paragraph was totally true. This is just more revenge for how nimalan wasted 5 and garyno wait 10 when you put them together seconds of my life

-the above was apparently supposed to be an edited version of a previous post of echoes, and probably wasted more time than would be wasted by an actual person reading this

on another note... $2.99! how could you. you may be stealing a poor person's life savings doing this, stealing lunch money from a kid in new brunswick, robbing the bank of iiuwejvsdhfg where the exchange rate is completely against them. you never know how many of them might be reading this.

homework problems, have been put away to come haunt me even more at a later time. by this i mean, that going to a 3 day music camp this week means that, i dont have to do my homework as i wont be here... until i get back and have 2~3 tests on the tuesday after the thanksgiving weekend plus the probably who knows how much more homework will be accumulated in that time.

"echoes has his problems, i have my problems for the second time if that makes any sense at all."

A serious note

halloooooo readers! how's everyone reading so far? well, ppl say everyone should read more and stop watching t.v. so i shall provide some reading material for everyone!!! AIN'T I NICE? no? ah whtever...

Ok ok, so i was walking home today rite? and 2 strangers walked up to me and asked me for directions to where leacock was. I pointed to the school behind me (-.-") and they were like, "oh thanx". So i go home, start eating and watching t.v. with my sister singing in the background. And suddenly, the same two strangers come and knock on my door! i was like "wht the heck? how did they find my house?" So i didn't open it. they stayed there for a couple of minutes, knocking and ringing the door. I got annoyed so i opened it. They told me that the school they were actually suppose to find was Agincourt but i ask them how they found my house first and they were like "i saw u walking home". So i was like... ok... and start telling them how to get to Agincourt C.I. and they're all like thanx... and then i woke up.
So yes, this whole entire paragraph was totally fake. This is just more revenge for how nimalan wasted 5 seconds of my life. And no, i did not haf a dream like that.

Since Jon here feels left out, i shall finally unload what has been bothering me for over 2 months.

Near the end of the first semester last year and the start of the new semester, I got to know two girls... more than I was expecting to. So we talked, built up our relationship, those two were bestest of friends and that was kool. So life goes on... it's near the end of the school year so I start hanging out with Victoria some more. Bonnie... with her amazing popularity did not need us haha. That was a semi joke. So, carrying on. I start hanging out with them more, going out to downtown and stuff. Them coming over to my place, cooking... etc... and it was all fun and games. Everything was all good until July came! Join us next time for the continuation of my life's hardships. You got complaints? Hate cliff hangers? Buy the next two sections of my wonderful life's hardships NOW! for $2.99. We'll even throw in a free 3rd section of this non-fictional story. Act now, there's a limited supply. ^^

"Let your troubles pass by and worry about focus on what's at hand"

My NotSo fun adventures...

well this weekend was a drag.

another weekend passed, and the highlights were being distracted while doing homework, and the university fair... by highlights i mean not exactly exciting but the main things i did...

university fair
-wasnt as crowded as i thought it would be, or maybe it was just a really big place
-maybe it was because we got there at 2:30 and it closed at 5
-there were alot of people though, in the 1/2 an hour that i was walking around i saw at least 20 people from my school
-two presentations, the shoter but informative one on the co-op program at waterloo
-a really long dull one about uft... played a video which made no sense at all which looked like it was made in the 80s, and the speaker made it seem dull, especially the scarbrough and missusaga campus, which already nobody wants to go to, but he makes it duller
-the only reason i only went to two was because they show them everyhour, and it closed at 5

and another thing i'm the only person who has no clue what is going on and i'm the last person to know about anything...

and homework... i just realized how hard non-semestered schools are, i had like 5 subjects of homework this weekend because i procrastinate on thursdays knowing that i wont have that class til monday having a weekend to do it...

and lookee here, its 10:00 already and i still have homework and this post is only a few paragraphs long...

just another post

So... as we all sit here... u sitting over there over at ur computer reading this post... i sit and wonder... why must nimalan waste time like this?

Anywayz! don't really haf much to say. Woke up today... went to school... finished like 1 question for my physics work while some did 2 and a half... spent 45 minutes trying to figure out a question when all that 45 minutes of work coulda been avoided if i put a negative sign in one term... MAN!

As i lived my life on friday (since i remembered it's after 12 therefore it's saturday) i lived it with a cold. It's about the same as thursday... 'cept it's thursday times 2 coz u gotta carry the tiredness from thursday, to friday, plus friday's tiredness and sickness. But as i sat in auto today, i felt like it was christmas... mostly coz i was sick. U don't really get sick during the summer... mostly in the winter when it's snowing. The sickness reminded me of winter and the snow which led me to the feeling of christmas. Which is pretty kool coz i got the feeling of christmas when i am still able to wear a t-shirt outside. (maybe that's why i'm sick...)

v-ball practice... neh... it was ok. After that i went home... darn sister and her friend was cooking... WHY WOULD SHE COOK AT A TIME LIKE THAT? it's five fifteen, i've just come home from volleyball... i need to get to church by 6 30... she's cooking... which i was fine with... UNTIL 6 O CLOCK! like seriously, i haf responsibilities here, she's cooking... I NEED TO EAT DINNER! (INSTANT NOODLES!!!!) but nooooooooooo! but it's ok rite now... i'm gonna make it after this post. Kyrios was fun!... sang acapella... pretty kool coz now i can actually hear myself which means i can sing better? haha... 'though i don't sing pretty well to begin with...
I'll go over this quick coz again, only one person that knows wht i'm talking about. Bible study was nice... i felt that i had to answer more and talk more since i was a leader... but yah, there were a lot of talkative ppl in the group so i wasn't the only one talking. Mike showed us the slideshow from Ian and Sandra's wedding banquet? was pretty kool and funny. Also got to talk to the new worship helpers... yay! so stressed...

In other news... the new bleach episode was totally pointless in my opinion. At least naruto u get some action... yeesh. Waiting for seed destiny to finish and... fmp:tsr haha... short forms coz too lazy to do long forms.

oki... nimalan had a great fake story though... i must admit. Got me laughing... out loud... literally... haha. When i put lol on msn... it's either to lighten the mood, or it just means i'm giggling... inside... ignore this. so if i had to put wht happend to me while reading nimalan's post, it'd b "LOL!!!!" or the rare "LMAO!!!" yes... ok.... pointless post again... ima finish. gotta study for auto test too... and gotta get auto terms definitions...

"I just want to disappear" (some may know why i say this...Nim should understand now...)

a lesson in life....

MEANING:
The past tense of the word "pwn," which means "to kick the ass of (an opponent)."

History:
Owned mispelled

USAGE:
Pwned is often said to an individual's lesser opponent after the greater person or team has defeated his enemy.

Can also be used when verbal superiority is shown in an arguement, for instance, on a video or computer game message board/forum.

"My archers pwned your wyvern, noob."

"Clan AIC just pwned you mother fuckers."

from urban dictionary

Okay, so that answers one question except for gary's sudden urge for materialistic items obtained through what appears to be the need of a shoping spree of some sort.... and reading your wish list, I can't help but wonder where all that money is going to come from.... (looks over shoulder to see if wallet is still there, finds sister looking through it, gives dirty look, get one returned, continues to type and eat laugh at stupid story made up in five seconds of a series of events that never took place).

Okay, so Gunz the Duel is the online game and matchu, if your reading this, I understood you as the older, maturer spirtual guider who tried to teach us the good things in life and tell us what to do and not to do, but the fact that your comment suggests interest in addictive online gaming that's not good for the eyes/ souls/ and homework (unless you on an lcd screen defeating people who are horrible in real life and have already finished you homework) then I think that something is seriously wrong here.... and gary is to blame, GARY AND SOLELY GARY.....

Yeah, um gary... you can tell when some one is about to stab you with a dagger by the momentary pause and it is very easy to just step to one side, let them pass you, then turn arround and shoot them to death as the try to recover from their miss (or if you have a sword, dash or press shift to block).

So I went to the YMCA, killed my self, came home and realised how hard it is to wash you hair with shampoo when your arms feel like jello, it was the strangest thing, it was kind of fun, because if felt like i was drunk but i was infact sober so i felt every piece of pain possible. Also found out how much pain you can unintentionally by pass, stretching to touch my toes on the ground and my hand had gone past them and since i was to busy looking at the very well toned lady beside me, i held it for a long time. That is until i came to my senses and realised how much pain I was actually was in. So the morale of this story? Athletic women have some of the most beautiful bodies....

So on another note, I'm actually being stupidly open in this blog now. With my farting thing and the paragraph above and how yesterday two girls made me go to kennedy station and back to warden just so that I can entertain them with their funny stupidity.... It was the most pointless thirty minutes of my life that was that long because the train stopped for ten minutes. I don't know whether i had fun or saddness that I don't find too many things funny in this world.... these same people cornered me today and almost beat me up for almost saying no to wasting/spending my time with them again....

a: "sorry we're taken"
b: "oh yeah? you wanna take this outside?"
a: "we are outside"
b: "so your saying thats taken too?"

Just another friday...

So there goes another friday... missing school again to go to another volleyball tournament at woburn... *and for me missing school isnt good because i have so much homework already
so after another long day we won the tournament beating the home team woburn in the finals... my right shoulder has almost fully healed so i got to play a bit... a very little bit... and then when i was playing, i thought i might have slightly injured my other shoulder as i steped backwards for a hit and my shoulder grazed the side pole holding up the net... hurt a bit when it happened, but it doesnt hurt now so i hope it'll be fine... strange how i saw alot of people at the tournament that i knew... two people from my elementry school, someone from woburn who went to music camp, and bonnie k. (i only mentioned the names that people here would actually know), strange how i saw all these people here yet i saw no one at any of the other tournaments...
so our record is like 20-1, losing only once to durham in the semifinals of one of the tournament (we beat woburn twice already). so here i sit, tired with homework... thinking of whether or not i'll go to the university fair tommorow that will probably be so packed that its a waste of time going because a) you cant move from one stand to another without taking like half an hour waiting for the crowd to move b) you cant see anything because of all the people c) it'll smell and be sweaty with people so congested...

I'm pwning this blog

hmm... firstly, wht does pwn stand for, what does it mean, who made it up? how did it start? Using words i can't understand... I wouldn't have to use words i didn't understand if there were posts in between mines.

Kay, maybe i just haf a lot of time... or maybe i'm just that good of a procrastinator... newayz yah. not much happend this week, our volleyball team just died on our first game coz woburn had like 2 tournaments (assuming mac did too...) and i think they beat mac? so they crushed us... haha! but again, our team practises with our juniors so we're bringing them up to our level while they're bring us down to theirs haha. And our team also practises on junior height net so yah... yes jon, i'm telling u our weaknesses... tall net and junior skills... don't really know how that'll help ur team coz u'll crush us anywayz ( or will u... hehehh... yes u will) I'd tell u the scores if our team only didn't promise never to tell ppl outside what our horrible score was. But, being as semi-hyper as i was, i lost happily.

So... still waiting for jon, nim, (peter?) and i to meet sometime in the future... dot dot dot. I need to 1)buy a jacket coz i haf no wind breakers and it was very windy today 2) need to buy a suit (but that can come later) 3) need to buy non-black dress shirts 4) need to go on a cd buying spree... which is prolly only 2 cd's... lol! or one... 5) my bracelette buying spreees! (wwjd, frog, push...) but i can do that myself since i dunt think anyone here would b interested

I've been planning to cut my hair since monday!! still hafn't coz tuesday had practice, wednesday had game, today had junior practice (training juniors) and tomorrow i haf senior practice and KYRIOS! sorry... -clears throat- I got a 91% on my math test... which is pretty good since i had a 74% final mark for gr.10 math... haha. But that test was review... so... -sighz- Then of course i still haf addiction to that game... not as much but still do. My addiction is wearing off due to those CHEAP but strategy-based attacks where they knock u down and before u can get up they shoot u to death. CHEAP! I HATE THAT MOVE! I personally never tried that move coz i'm not a hypocrit, but daniel does it... (only seen him do it like... once?) I get so annoyed when ppl do that to me! and i laugh at them if they can't finish me with that move.

haha... yeesh... It was pretty chilly today. I have a cold now... but that was from yesterday... not today.. so yah haha. I got worse today coz of the temperature but oh well... wht can one do about the weather?

so yes... now i got 4 new cards, hehe! so kool... -sighz- obsessed with my cards now... wonder if i can actually see my hair growing... -checks- well from september 1st to september... something...13? I kinda notice my hair growing! haha! yup yup... ok... this topic is bad, i'll end it here.

"Sorry, we're TAKEN"

hmwk avoidance

ok ok ok! Today has been an interesting day! I had soooo many weird dreamz! but i won't tell 'em to u coz my "best friends" keep killing me! whether it's an online game, or with an invisable lightsabre! haha... which i find amusing...

so my day started with me waking up from my dream. I don't feel like telling it coz i already told it to someone and it was semi-long and exhausting to type. Anywayz! 6 30, i wake up for volleyball practice. I went to sleep at 11, but really fell asleep at like 12... so yah. so i wake up, eat breakfast, brush my teeth and wash my face... lalala.... and then i go to volleyball practice at 7 15. 3/4 of the way to school, i remembered i forgot my id tag. So i said whtever, i'll go get it after practice. Practice was fun... tiring... i dunno wht to think coz it was early and everything's all blury. The coach gets there like 15 minutes late... so bleh. Anywayz! wht's important is wht happend AFTER practice! it's 8 45 i say "yay... 15 minutes to get bak home and to school again... i only live 5ish minutes away from the speed i walk. So i begin going outside... i find out it's raining harder than it was when i came... so i'm like "aw man... come on wet socks" so yah, i get home, it's about 8 45 SCHOOL time... 8 50 my time (i move my watch time 5 minutes ahead so when i leave home by my watch, i get to school at the same time by their clock) and i'm like "aw man... 5 minutes left 'til i gotta get to school (i usually wanna keep a 5 minute window open in case of a worst case senario or to compansate for rain). So I first take like a huge drink coz i'm dehydrated from practice. Then i go searching ALL OVER MY HOUSE for my id tag! i couldn't find it! i was like, panicking! i almost had a tear come down my eyes =(

So! 8 55 (my time) and still couldn't find id tag. So as i rushed out the door, and walked to school, i had to think of like 10 different senarios of wht my excuses would be. haha! or ways to hide the fact that i didn't. I did that once, last week. After lunch i forgot my id tag and i had to hug my bag so the teacher doesn't notice the absence of an id tag on my neck. It worked! but i was soooo scared! i was like sweating... from the nervousness... aw man! but good thing today in physics the teacher didn't check. or i'd b dooomed... At my house searching, i kinda knew that my sister had my id tag 3 minutes into the search... well... i was HOPING. and after physics, she DID have it coz she gave it to my AFTER my first period class??? I WAS LIKE WAAAT? nearly gave me a heart attack all morning! Because of the nervousness of my no id card... i didn't do well on my quiz... i dunt think... coz i was like exhausted from practice and the searching... man! ROUGH start to my day. Thankfully i remembered it was a shortened day and we got out at 1 30.

Neh... rest of the day wasn't all that interesting. Lunch i played the online game again, haha! soo addicted... Oh yah, and i couldn't understand ANYTHING that the teacher taught us in math. the whoooole hour i was like... lost... sooo bad. I shoulda asked the teacher... but then... i haf my ego... keep thinking i can figure it out myself... but in fact i'm just too lazy. Yuup... bad math... and that's about it. I come home at 1 30 wif daniel, we play the game for about half an hour, his dad picks him up, i continue to play for HOURS! now 'tis seven twenty-five and i hafn't started hmwk yet. When i close my eyes, i see ppl shooting at me. A guy named drakonen... whoever that is.

Oh rite... youth sunday. NOO! omgoodness, me... public speaking? hahaha! infront of hundred of ppl? ME? i'm gonna dieeeee!!!

can't think of a good way to sign off... so cya!

"sorry, we're taken"

lalala...

yes... it's obvious i couldn't think of a title. So yah... i didn't wanna edit my last one so i'll just post it here.

www.xanga.com/G4ry1p

yes... that's where... i wouldn't say where my positive thoughts are.. just where my negative thoughts aren't. lol. Now i haf a blog for negative thoughts, one main one, and one for non-negative thoughts! haha! i can't keep up with everything.

So yes, i had church today. That's about all. EXTREMELY nervous about youth sunday eventhough it's like weeks away. I'm just posting, if u don't know wht i'm talking about just ask me. This blog isn't for your understanding, it's so i can keep track of wht i've been up to. haha. did that sound mean? no? ok. So yah... i'm very frightened about youth sunday, massive stress from the lack of planning for praise and prayer, and also lack of planning for next friday's worship.

Yes, i have been playing the online game. Very addicting. And like Nimalan knows, sometimes i just go on to see if the servers are open. haha. And when it's not, i get frustrated. That game is addicting though. I'll b playing it everyday... if the servers are free.

I'm suppose to wake up at 6 30ish tomorrow. darn volleyball. Yet i'm here posting. why do u ask? i dunno. I dunt even know if i finished all my homework. ahh! Calvin calls me like 3 hours from when i'm suppose to sleep/during my hmwk time and tells me practice is tomorrow at 7 15. What is THAT??? Today's my homework day!!! 6-12 is my hmwk hours... lol! with dinner somewhere in there. So yes, tomorrow i'll b extremely tired, cranky, and going to school with a possibility of unfinished hmwk.

"sorry, we're taken"

my mom's making fun of me....

yeah, so thats normal... because she has so many siblings and she needs something to tell them so... thats my life story....

Now for more detail.... I've been pretty sick, with the farting and the diahrea and the pain in my chest that mysteriously comes and goes. I had to take antibiotics and some pill that kill parasites since I went to india and I could have probably gotten some parasite which would only bring up more questions then answers.

So i took this medication on thursday during lunch and all of a sudden my stomach started being really messed up and made sounds and i got a bad head ache with chest pain, whether or not it was from taking two pills at once, unintentionally disobeying the very clearly repeated order of not injesting alcohol with the pills or just a parasite of some sort was actually dieng in me. See, this is all just fine and dandy except for the fact that I had a unit test the next period, right after lunch, in chemistry. Because of this, I had my head down for most of the time on my desk, cluctching my chest with me trying to do the test. I managed to do 31 marks worth out of a possible fourty, i just hope i get those right.

So thats my life story for thursday, friday last period in the library doing research for the seminar isu for anthropology/sociology/psyhcology was spent also being in slight pain but making up for it by going on the internet and singing along to britney spears and the backstreet boys, and maroon 5. I sang what i could but the brown guy and chinese guy with me were clearly not amateurs. It was a fun wasted period that i can never get back now. It helped me temporarily forget how messed up i am and was going to be.

Thus my life story for friday, saturday was just surfing the net, eating, watching tv, and turning gary's invitation down for gaming online with him as i went to visit an uncle who has just been diagnosed with diabeties. His dad/my grandpa also has it so i can see where it came from, that and his recent large doses of sugary foods let him be this way.

So now sunday is spent waiting for gary to come online to play computer games, starting hand finishing homework i got a weeks extension on but never did and eating barbecued pork and actually doing all my math homework. So thats my life story for this week.... I currents have a sore throat due to a cold. Its been a long time since I've been healthy....

And if anybody from my school reads this and realizes that its me thats been farting all this time, please tell me directly that you know and not make me find out through my sister who heard the story through her friends' friends' friends'.