Saturday, April 30, 2005

gloomy day

Blogging is kool. u can vent about how crappy ur day went here instead of putting it up on msn. Like seriously... i despise ppl who type out their love life to the public. Like, WHO CAREZ! "I love u ___! I'll b with u alwayz!" darn ppl. I used to b that way too... i'm apologize to ppl now. That's why i despise myself too. -sighz- I dunno, saturdays feel so sad now. maybe it's coz of the weather.
Don't u hate it when ur with a group of ppl, but to u, it seems that ur out of the group. Like when ppl are talking and ur silent and ppl just ignore u or when they're in this circle and u just seem to b out of the circle eventhough ur standing in it making u feel small and alone? u just want to belong somewhere. lol. Thanx to anime, i can forget all that feeling! watching anime is like drinking beer or something to me. I dunno if it's healthier, prolly is... or isn't.
So the next time ur with a group and u feel left out of whtever they're talking about, kno that u r NOT alone!
Anywayz, so tired today. I still need to do stuff for the stupid presentations on tuesday. So now i'm tired, stressed out, and emotionally unstable. lol. ^^ wht a nice combination. I just hope the readers are having a much better day than i am. If ur not, then i hope u'll have a better tomorrow. If u are... stop laughing.
I just remembered... i can't even watch the anime i wanted to! The discs that i got are either a little screwed up or the files weren't burnt properly. Now the only anime i can watch is read or die since i actually downloaded it. I wonder wht woulda happend if i borrowed that one too. like seriously, i watch like 2 episodes and the 3rd one doesn't work! WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME. so i left 3 anime's UNFINISHED! that i just started! ugh!

"Emotions aren't always for the weak"

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ya realy today suckes I wish the rain would stop, so I could go on my four weeler
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Drakonen said...

I remember the days when you had those names.... i was a bit jealous at your happiness and the sense of belonging you had....

I know what it feels like to be left out... and I still do. Thankfully, i'm learning that if your not payinhg attention to what going on, then maybe its not your thing, and you should move on..... or something like that....


maybe i missed the message, since i don't have my glasses and its hard not to press my nose on the screen to read whats written....




i write to much in the blogs and in the posts...

Anonymous said...

yah... like i said, sorry!