What is it with these guys and buses, always make them sound so fun. I take the bus every day, and in longer durations then the rest, yet I don't get this much action. In fact, I fall asleep (which has caused me to either walk to wait till the bus loops around). Maybe its just that I'm never taking the bus with friends, after a event or with FOOD FROM CHARITY!!! I'll forget the throwing of food that could be used in compost or something. Very sad people. I mean sad as in the people on the blog. S.S with his problems. U.U with his problems. Me with too much contact cleaning solution in my eye right now burning through (twitches left eye). To make matters worse, I play a part in both of these problems. So lets reflect on the past week and see how it went all wrong.
First off, there was a trip to Stratford, Ontario through my school that was $50 and involved me going to see a Shakespearean Play. Ended up that there was not enough involvement for two buses, but too much for one. So my English class had to draw, and three out of six people (including me) were the only ones that would be able to go. I was looking forward to this trip, but it doesn't matter now. One of the chosen three dropped out, and I got a second chance to go. I lost the draw again. The person that just one decided to drop out. I just decided to let the only other person left get the stop. I don't care about the trip anymore, I can use the money to buy a pair of jeans... How I need new jeans.
From this point, there was a lot of writing, but I lost it all right now (6:18).... GONE, EVERYTHING.... Just adds to the problems. Like my second major problem, I make the problems of my friend even worse. I try to help and make things worse, I distance myself even more. How the hell did it end up being like this. I just remind the others of their problems. I mean, I try to be a good friend, end up being a bad one. It just gets worse and worse. They all just avoid me, I swear, it just sucks.
I don't know what's wrong with me this week, I tried to be more generous, more helpful, ended up screwing with everyone. I mean, can't I get credit or something for trying. Something?
I guess not. The time is now 6:41. this is what realy ticks me off. How much time I'm wasting. I need to take a walk. A long walk. I might even just go to YMCA or to STC and just do nothing. Thats how messed up I am.
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u get lotza credit! yep yep. I'm only cheerful now coz my day went well. haha, sorry for putting problems on u. I'll try to consult my psychologist... he lives in my mind. =D
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