Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Update/Thoughts

Weird title… because all posts are either updates or thoughts…

Finding happiness in the little things and being thankful that I can actually afford them… for now. Ran out of body wash and hair gel (well i have an old container of hair gel but it’s been so long I don’t think it’s gel anymore). Bought new ones yesterday… can’t wait to shower… and then style my hair. This new excitement will only last a moment though… but it’s the little things that get you through the day.

Starting to feel the weight of the stuff left unstudied. Anatomy is mostly all memorizing with some application to case studies. Exam is tomorrow. Starting to worry a bit. I’m not a big worrier because I know that worrying doesn’t get you anywhere. Sure, maybe it amps up your sympathetic (flight/fight) system so all your senses are like heightened but it’s a big waste of time if you don’t do anything productive. It does get you the initial drive/inspiration for action though, and I think I need that drive or motivation to go all out. I know I will try my best though so that I may be at peace with the result and not give too many excuses (too many does not mean none =P eheheh).

Got me thinking about Security. Everyone needs to feel secure and safe though there are people who like to live on the edge. We all measure the level of risk in our heads and try to go into a decision where there’s the least amount of risk. Sometimes it’s out of our control though. So what happens to our sense of security then? Where is your sense of peace?

Just a bunch of questions. Where are the answers? Stay tuned for the next epi… jk.

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