Monday, March 23, 2009

One of the Bloggers

you people and recommending/rating artists and their albums.

I don’t have an artist or album to recommend. Like I said in the last post, i’m watching a lot of scrubs. I get most of my songs from scrubs… lol kinda sad. Anyways, My Road by Quinn Walker sounds pretty nice… better if you can hear the bass… probably.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

One of the many untitled posts

So, let’s get on with a few updates.

Coffeehouse. I distinctively remember the first and what was the only coffeehouse I helped out (performance-wise) in was very traumatizing. I was close to having a nervous breakdown. My heart was beating mad fast before I had to go on. I even had to stay outside and stretch. Very unpleasant. However, once I got up there, I did ok. I was satisfied with what happened on stage and I had a sense of peace.
This coffeehouse was the opposite of that. I felt nervous… but it was the kind of nervousness that I always have before playing in front of a crowd of people. I wasn’t as nervous beforehand this time because I knew most of the people watching whereas last year it was the beginning of first year when I didn’t really know anyone. However, whether it was because the song was sung very low during the verses or I just got really nervous or the combination of them both, my voice started shaking and I couldn’t project my voice (and even when I do, it’s still pretty soft). To this day, I’m still playing that moment over in my head and beating myself up for it. How could I mess up like that? Many debates are currently going on in my head… even though I should just let it go because it has already passed. Also thankful for the friends there that just encouraged me when I was putting myself down after.

The skit was a bit more fun to do. After putting myself down the first act, my thought was that nothing that I was about to do would be worse than what had just happened. It went fairly smooth. Maybe one minor timing glitch but it wasn’t noticeable.

Pretty much finished Fable… I could do a bit more, but I should actually really study. I haven’t really taken my studies that seriously. I have however, been reading a lot. Except it’s not for school. Maybe i’ll post something about it when I’m more bored than I am now. Got up to date with the 8th season of scrubs that I thought would never exist coz I thought the 7th season was the last. The 8th season is actually pretty funny. Or at least more so than the more recent seasons. Also watching the 8th season of friends. I forgot where I left off a few years ago after the…. incident….. dot dot dot.

dot.

spilled a bit of sauce on my bed sheets and now i have to wash them all! (with my house mate’s laundry detergent coz mine ran out. Was suppose to buy detergent today but I couldn’t decide which one was the best. Bad decision skills).

Friday, March 20, 2009

Windows Live Writer

Fine… I’ll use it just because it has been recommended twice. Peer pressure…

I probably won’t be using this type of font on all my posts because it’s just too much trouble to select everything. We will see. Anyways, found out I had an essay due today that has already been extended 2 weeks… I just didn’t notice that the 2 weeks ended today. So i basically have to write an essay before next week or i will fail (not really… but still… fail)

As for coffeehouse stuff… I’m not totally sure how ready I am. I am in two acts, the first one being me singing and on guitar with another friend singing; the other is a skit. I’m interested to see how nervous I’ll get right before I go on. Last years coffee house was the most nervous experience in my life. Definitely will be an interesting night.

Other than that… had an awesome time in the anatomy lab taking out the large and small intestines and cutting open a human liver. It’s actually pretty small. People usually think it’s huge, but it’s actually contained in a lot of fat and a sac so once you open everything up, the kidney is only like 70% of it’s size before.
Our cadaver had so many surgeries done due to having so many things wrong with him. I kinda wonder what his life was like before he died. He died from his right lung kinda exploding, but when you open him up there is so much more than that. His heart was ridiculously huge… or rather it was just larger than what it’s normally suppose to be for a guy his size. He had heart surgery… we think he got his valves replaced. His digestive track is just DESTROYED. He couldn’t do his number 2 normally. He had part of his intestines rerouted out of his belly and into a bag.
Can you just imagine that?
What is life like when you can’t even poo normally?
I know my whole group kinda felt sorry for the guy. He also had gall stones and a cyst on his kidneys. If he didn’t die from his lungs, he would’ve died from other stuff. I think he also had cancer on his intestines too.

What will happen when I get old? What’s happening in each of our bodies? It's all a mystery

Oh life…

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I had to post it, i just had to.

Guys we have a new theme song. See below.


[EDIT]: Err... I'm a noob. Why isn't this working? Can one of the more technically adept members help to fix this?

[EDIT2]: It actually SORT of works and can be viewed if you click one of the video links in the bottom of the video bar once it loads and the message pops up.

How is that not cool? I personally don’t care too much about the dark vibe feelings from the video, but the beat i have to admit is pretty catchy.

Everyone sound’s like they’ve been enjoying themselves lately, well nim did have a weekend of enjoyment before that… I think i’ll include myself in this group. I do have to agree with Gary and say that the weather brings out the best in people.

Perfect weather yesterday. I went out twice yesterday to play with a soccerball around the res where I live. When a group of people can just get together and kick a ball around, in some sort of field/parking lot mix, then it must be something special.

Working inside with the windows open and a gentle breeze blowing in, is one of the nicest feelings which I can remember in my recent memory. Wait, Driving with the windows slightly rolled down and a breeze blowing in as I drive Might top that.

This warm weather also reminds me that summer is next term. Summer in toronto will be amazing, no more having to study while everyone has fun which happened to me last year.


Nimalan: Removed a chunk of white space... er black space... didn't seem intentional.... also, thanks right, this is on the aligned to the left, BOOYAKASHA <---(Firefox's spell-check says it should be boneshaker)

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Regurgitate

Oh where or where to begin, with good news or bad news? Might as well go chronological!

Last Saturday I went to the South Asian Alliance Show, and went as part of University of Scarborough’s Spirit team. That ended up happening because I couldn’t initially go to the show, but when the day cleared up, my high school buddies called me up to see if I was going and that they were buying tickets right then. So I ended up going to the show as part of the UTSC spirit team, which is basically where all 14 participating universities had people come who weren’t participating in the stage performance sat with their respective universities and had to both cheer and perform a special intro cheer right before the stage performance. The UTSC theme this year was Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, and the cheer we had to do (which me and my friend from waterloo learned in the lobby of the Hershey’s Centre) was us unwrapping larger chocolate bars with university names on it singing “whose got the golden ticket” as if we were Oompa Loompas. Suffice to say, the winning golden wrapper was in the UTSC bar, and the one minute cheer went straight to a Willy Wonka themed Bollywood dance off.  Did I mention this is a competition, which is judged? Waterloo won I think like 9 of the 19 awards, including the top award of Best Performance. Their theme was university life, with the different styles and themes within south Asian culture split up to represent the different faculties. They definitely had the best funding, and the best usage of props and stage sets, which made for a good show, but sad competition. York was second with a Super Mario theme, which curiously University of Toronto Mississauga campus also did. Third was McMaster, which did a take on the movie Night at the Museum. Others worth mentioning is Western's Mafia movie theme performance, where their cheer was a trailer of sorts, UTSG did… I can’t seem to remember for the life of me… I just remember UTSC people feeling depressed for not winning anything (we should’ve won best spirit team). It was a fun 5+ hours of pure exhaustion (we cheered louder then most, and led the entire group a lot of times since we were in the middle). Also, there were so many hot brown girls and not enough guys to watch them, so a great sight everywhere!

So that was Saturday… Sunday was spent making pancakes with me and my cousin since we woke up at 8am somehow. It wasn’t my first time making pancakes, but I botched the batch since I couldn’t find a whisk, and used an electric mixer instead. In my stupidity, I used it in a shallow bowl and ended up ejecting a good portion of the egg yolk. Too hungry and lazy to start over, I went ahead and made them. I messed up again because I left the heat too high in the pan which caused the pancakes to burn easily, so I lowered it. Well, instead of lowering it and waiting for heat to dissipate, i went ahead and made the last bunch. Now, if you want to not burn things, you put them in lower heat, or you put if for less time. I chose the latter, and resulted in undercooked pancakes. Luckily, maple syrup masks all… too well….. My cousin was too hungry, and nice to complain, so that was that…..

For him at least (dah dah daaaaaaaaaaaaah)

The rest of the day was spent with me, my cousin, my sister, and three other cousins taking a cousin a newly arrived cousin from France shopping with us at Orfus Rd, to which I have never been to personally but is the outlet street for Urban Planet and Stitches and Cosa Blanka and wherever else girls show (they got tops for $5!?!). Last time I apparently met this cousin was 10 years ago, where she was a flower girl with my sister for our aunt’s wedding. Now, this aunt’s youngest sister is getting married, and she’s back. She’s never bought so many close in her life, and neither have I, nor any of the guys there. Hell, it was more then my current wardrobe! How many times can you split $200 into $5 increments? Yeah, exactly. I was hilarious because the French cousin could speak French, German, Italian and Spanish…. but not any English, so we all had to speak Tamil. Which none of us are the greatest in. So I had fun with family that day.

So finally, 4am Monday, I wake up to a stomach ache, go up two flights into the washroom, and throw up, a lot. After four complete upchucks, I rinse my mouth out and tried to sleep on the couch. I ended up up vomiting up four more times, with at least three upchucks each. I don’t think I’ve ever been so dehydrated. So I took two glasses of water. Who the hell throws up water? Its like my body was waiting for me to give it a medium to upchuck. Hell, I threw up some more after that, and there was no more bitter acid taste, just tasteless vomit… which I gagged so hard at one point that half of it came out of my nose… ugh. So a trip to my family doctor (whom I haven’t seen in more then a year) basically asked me what I think I should do, since it was clear what the cause was at this point. I ended up with a liquid diet for the last three days, a shot of gravol injected into my ass (literally) by the doctor so I could actually eat something and survive, and antibiotics since I was coming down with a slight fever. Last three days have been locked in bed, random light vomiting, tasteless food, clothes that I have yet to buy for a wedding on Saturday, and my buddies posting how nice the weather is and how much fun they’re having! SPRING FEVER!

Oh, and my cousin had no problems, so he’s enjoying his march break.

 

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I hate how in order to log into this account, i have to use my old gmail/google account and not my new one. It's annoying coz I can't check my email while typing a post as they are on different accounts. GRRs.

Anyways, fantastical week so far. Nice sun, moderate a.k.a. PERFECT temperature. mmmmmm...
So yesterday, had to skip basketball... mostly coz i hate it... but even if i hate it I still go. So this time added on to the hate, my hips and knees were pretty bruised up from practicing a skit I'll be helping out with for our second Coffeehouse. It was a nice and relaxing hour and a half (the other half an hour was spent traveling to the next class).
Went to Anatomy... and then re-read and took more notes on a book that I will later go more in detail with.
Then I went to a workshop session where they talked about interview skills specifically pertaining to medical school. I don't plan on going to medical school, I just went there to learn more about interview skills.
Couldn't stay long, as I had to go bowling. Went bowling for Men's Cell. Got there around 7 and waited a while for a lane to open up. Played 3 games which took about 2 hours. So by the time we ended, it was about 10 something.
Went to eat afterwards at Crabby's. 39 cent wings... are niiiice. Didn't go there this whole year. By the time we ended, it was about 11:30 or so.
After that, went over to a friends house and played poker. The game lasted until around 2:30 maybe. The losers started playing Rock Band so after the game finished everyone just joined in and played rock band until 3:30.

It was a fun... and expensive day.

Not sure what else I wanted to post. I'm really sleepy... g'nite.

Spending a lot of money on Orange juice

I have found myself spending alot of money on orange juice lately, or well not just recently but more so throughout all of my past and present university terms.

I have funded “tropicana” with countless amounts of money over the past while.  They somehow make their juice taste so good in a way that, the 1.99 carton of pulpless so called orange juice does not.  In our fridge, or well in my section of it anyways, there always must be at least some form of tropicana orange juice within it. 

I probably cannot go more than a week without seeing it in my fridge.  Sure here and there I splurge for the odd fruitopia, or fivealive carton to make up for it.  But more often than not i find myself buying the same thing week in and week out, and it has really put a strain on my wallet. 

I can go grocery shopping and somehow spend 35$ somewhat dollars and it only accounts for a few meals, the mystery of the missing money at the grocery store still puzzles me.

stupid 8:30 classes.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Things i’ve found when doing the laundry

5$ and a calculator.  I have no clue how it got there.  But the 5$ was a nice find.  I guess the calculator is useful, for school?

The weather IS nice, no i haven’t gone out on any wacky adventures like Gary has.  But i have enjoyed being outside.  So many possible summer ideas do come to mind though which have made the last few days more enjoyable.  Just waiting for others in my class to get a job, as many of them are having a tough time given the current economy.  It’s tough to talk about anything fun without inadvertently (misspell most likely and i can’t find the spell checker) causing them undue mini-angers. I know the feeling of seeing others get jobs before me and how i felt in my previous job-less state.

I Just found one of those daily pill/vitamin boxes which I have started using and it actually Does it’s job of reminding me.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Perfect Days

The weather outside is just awesome! I love this weather. The smell outside brings nice memories.

It was so nice that I decided to have an adventure... by myself again. Mostly coz I don't think anyone I know would be stupid enough to do it with me. I'll explain what I really did, then try to equate it into Toronto terms so it's easier to understand.
The goal of this adventure was to go to a place called Upper Room. It's kind of like Mitchells (since Jon knows of it) basically a christian book store. Now, London buses are very annoying as they make unexpected turns which tend to make you lose your sense of direction. I've taken the bus I took many times before, but never to the goal of today. I usually take this bus to get to the Wal-mart superstore. Which... is what eventually ended up happening. So I walked from the Wal-mart superstore which is at Hyde Park, to Wonderland Rd. which is where Upper Room is. That took maybe 20 minutes. Spent about an hour in there looking at books, bought a CD. Then I didn't bother taking the bus coz it's just annoying so I chose to walk home. That would be walking from Wonderland to Richmond (Masonville).

So to kinda put things into perspective. It would kinda be like walking from Kennedy and Sheppard to Fairview Mall. Starting from Kennedy, and walking to Pharmacy. Then walking from Pharmacy and finishing the trip off at Fairview. Although rite now, it seems really easy in my mind. That's only because living in Toronto, you develop landmarks to know how your progressing. This was a new adventure... so I had no idea how far everything was so it did seem a bit longer than it probably was. Still, I got my sun time, and I was reading as I was walking. There were a few hills on the way, but good exercise overall. And then I walked home. Which is another block of walking.

No Weekend Posts?

Was it all just a splurge?

Did it come, and already go?




This weekend I “watch”ed the “watch”men. 
( first real hyperlink, it better work )

Having heard about this movie from various people who watched it last weekend ( opening weekend ).  One thing which I was warned by many to do was to read up on it first.  So that I did.  Wikipedia Obviously.  It wasn’t enough.  By the end of the 2hour and 25somewat minutes I was still left quite confused by the whole thing.  It was a very slow paced movie, which went into excruciating details about every single characters past in the story.  Most of which just made it more confusing.  Why’s and why’s I was left with.  Aside from that, it had all the makings as to what could have been a very good movie for me.  Or it may have been, to someone very familiar with the story. 

7 / 10

Friday, March 13, 2009

First time I feel smart

After coming to university, my marks have dropped drastically from 80's in high school to 70's. First few 70's during university was a bit shocking... but ever since its become a trend my bar dropped and that's what I'm getting satisfied with. I haven't really thought of 80's ever since the first few months of university.

So it's really nice when I found out that I got an 82 on one of my Exercise Physiology exams and a 90 on an essay paper for children's literature. I am quite proud and thankful.

i am also glad that my posts weren't as pointless as Jon's two random posts lol. Although they were quite entertaining i must say.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

This is

cool.

See curling is intense



Drakonen: Edited it from a link which you had to copy and paste into an embedded video... these noobs

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Pressure

What's with all the posts by unknownuser? Too much pressure to post something.

The Fable-craze is starting to die down as priorities begin to set in. I've been very thankful for a lot of things this past school year. With my new sense of appreciation of life and how easily it can be taken away one would think that I'm just about thankful for everything. However, I think i've been taking a few things too lightly... or for granted. With relationships and school, I'm just not that great at organizing my priorities.

With a new sense of transparency, let us dive deep into echoes mind and see who he really is underneath that mask.

So who is Echoes? He may talk a lot at times when it seems fitting, but he is actually quite an antisocial guy. When nearing the socializing quota, he hides away in his room and gets distracted by the internet.
This explains the random mumblings and awkward situations he gets himself into... or where the first case leads to the second case. Talking just takes too much effort and energy, but echoes is frequently happy to go out of his comfort zone to make new friendships and build relationships with others.
With his low self-esteem and antisocial behaviour, cubicals or slightly solitary areas are the place to be and the place to study. It surrounds him with people, yet there is no pressure to talk. Though Echoes doesn't mind talking once in a while, he does occupy himself in a world inside his head where he's not such a big loser. =P.

Wow... this is beginning to sound like a suicide note. I've just been reflecting on my manhood (subject for insults yes... set myself up for that), and I just can't help critisizing my faults and problems with my personality. I've just been talking to a few people about relationships and it's just been a beat down for me as people continually tell me to take charge and to be a man, stop being so complacent (that last one was just me). I know they probably meant well and said it to encourage me to step up a little. I guess the approach to it however didn't really sit well with me and it just fueled the critisizm that continually occurs in my head of the things I need to do and the things that i'm lacking to the point that I'm just breaking down.
You can tell me to step up, and be a leader... but those words just don't inspire me. I know i have to take more initiative and be more balsy but I need to know how. I respond better to stories, of people who were in this situation where they felt inadequate but somehow battled through with a reasonable amount of hard work.

This post just took up my shower time.... this is what unknownuser made me do. You made me dirty unknownuser. That sounds wrong. I will take a shower tomorrow morning... if i wake up for it... ok maybe i'll just wash my hair. Ah whtever, i'll take a 2 a.m. shower. Wht up!

edit: I should probably finish the point I was making with school and relationships. Basically I have to start taking them both more seriously instead of just brushing them to the side. I need to start going hard core studying and hardcore reflection and thinking/prayer if you will.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

This is hilarious

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I swear...

John Mayer and City and Color sound the same.

Sleeping Patterns

I'm beginning to wonder if coffee is more psychological than "physical"? is that the term?


Some people hate it, some can't live without it. I remember back in middle school and early high school, as coffee being this weird foreign substance which didn't taste very good. I mean, sweet hot chocolate, bubbly coke, or pretty much anything with sugar in it, pretty much >>> coffee.


Why would Anyone possibly want to drink something which was bitter and didn't taste very good? My jump to coffee was so strange, and i still remember when and how it happened. Well its a bit fuzzy now that it was a bit back, and possibly repeated use of coffee may have dulled my memory. But anyways,

it all began one summer when I was working at a music camp for younger students, Quite a few late nights , and somehow I needed a way to stay awake as I had quite a bit of responsibilities throughout the long day. So I resorted to drinking this coffee thing, people spoke of. I remember it being very black at the time, and me not a fan of seeing myself put too much sugar into coffee drank it that way. After a few days in a row, coffee made the transition from ew to mmm. red rover red rover i call coffee over. go coffee mon.

I came back from the camp in addition to many other lessons learned, with a new found joy for coffee.

I have invented the time machine.

Sort of, I really have.

More like an ability to add one hour of time anytime i want.

Due to my class schedule, I am granted with a terrible lack of sleep due to All my classes beginning at 8:30 am everyday, all clumped together one after another, for a nice morning of classes til 12:30 or so day in and day out. Meaning minus days with four hour labs in the afternoon which have become much less frequent due to an improved ability to finish it without even really going in during lab times, means Long afternoons.

Having long afternoons are not as healthy or productive as they seem. Time seems to drift away, slowly but surely. The secret, is to "*"

Alright so I got the job in toronto, Pretty excited about moving back and living at home. One thing for sure is i'll get to live with my sister before she goes off to wherever, the offer letters are coming in one by one, so her choices are expanding, with most being out of toronto. Another is I guess to stay with parents before the empty nest phenomena may happen. Shut up nim, it works back you know.

* set all your clock an hour ahead, Except for your alarm. it's 1:30 right now, wait no its 12:30 so i've technically gained an hour.

I don't mind this black background at all.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Bap Bop De Do Bop

I’ve added two more albums to my current playlist, Kasabian by Kasabian and Perfect Symmetry by Keane and am looking at the newest album by Ne-yo which i never got around to. Did anyone else know that the wiki page for albums automatically collects and displays “professional reviews”? It would be interesting to actually go through it and see how “professional” critics see, or hear, the music we listen too, although i suppose metacritic.com is much more powerful at aggregating it….

I think I have a think for British rock, with mild to heavy electronica, or maybe its because I’ll never hear it on local radio

Things seem to be going smoothly, I’ll be going to the South Asian Student Alliance show that happens every year. It happens with all the universities in Ontario with their respective south asian clubs/alliances/groups. I didn’t go to last year’s one, but people said it was well worth it, which i will find out this coming Saturday. The after party is also said to be eventful, if your into after parties of mainly westernized south asian kids… hopefully the guy:girl ratio isn’t abysmal.

On a completely different note, how awesome is the Naruto manga going? Am i the only one who reads it? After all, you can read it online, so its not like you have to put to much work into downloading and extracting anything. I mean, there’s been non-stop action for a long time now with massive losses for both protagonist and antagonist, always loved it when the author is willing to kill of characters that were prominent, unlike others… *cough*

 

Sunday, March 08, 2009

My computer keeps shutting down

My computer keeps shutting down
down down down
down down
down

Overheating apparently? In the whole process of upgrading to windows 7, i was blessed with nicer looking backgrounds and themes, and much faster gaming?? but anyways my core temperature is pretty high, like high enough to almost boil water sometimes, so its constantly being monitored which is quite the hassle, Higher temps = lift laptop and attempt to blow. Not really but it helps a little bit to just lift it up at an agle at certain times, so the next thing i need is some sort of fan mounted thingy.

Another thing which bothers me is that my fan, Blows out COLD air, while the temp is still quite high everywhere else.

Good / Bad ? more-technically-abled-people-DISCUSS.